I have a tale to tell - I'm such a newbie, I still want to tell you all about it ! This old thread seemed like the best place to add it - for the sake of vicariously sharing this kind of experience, and as a warning. I would suggest that one does not do this ! - or try it ONLY after appropriately modifying the recipe !~ 1) On an empty stomch after eating just friut and bread for the day, eat 3.5 g of ground up syrian rue seeds in a glass of water. Three glasses of water to chase it down. (.. mistake #1 to eat whole seeds !) 2) An hour later eat 50 mg dmt-freebase (pure white crystal), then in 10 minutes later eat another 100 mg. (folded in 2" square tissue paper, mositened and then swallowed with 1 cup water). ... mistake #2 was to think 150 mg dmt was an average dose for skinny, 150 Lb, 5'9" me... The seed will make you puke I assumed ... so I was 'prepared' ... I had buckets on all floors, jugs of water in every room, and a safe 'nest' prepared in my loft room, where a bed was made with 2 hot water bottles warming it. It was not a 'mistake' to NOT have a sitter, but close to that... 25 minutes after the dmt went down, my notes say " visions started" ... And it started off very well ... and I stopped taking notes. But it was 2:00 am ... and I was feeling 'tired' .. .. this added a strange effect later ( 4:00 am) when I'd 'wake up' after dosing off, still tripping hard... mistake #3 was to try this pharmahuasca recipe during the time the body would have a sleep cycle - this made it very 'hypnagogoic' - as though I was in between sleeping and awake, since I tried to not succumb to the 'tiredness' . I had to lie down at 20 minutes after eating the 150 mg dmt-freebase. So I crawled into my 'nest', warmed by the hot water bottles. But at the beginning I was amazed ! I never knew open eyed visuals like that ! Everything in the 'real' world had Mayan-Egyptian 'script' scrolling on it ! I couldn't 'get it off' things ... It was disorienting at times, but that was later when the nausea hit ... The first visuals were like I knew from vapouized dmt - warm, playfull, decorative. Textiles and coils of light, gnomes and happy skeletons in fancy 'neon' clothes, loving serpent coils of light ... The dose was high at 150 mg, so it progressed much further ! As the effects came on I discovered what could be called "Imagination Soup" - any object, animal, thing, concept, or thought for which I had a 'memory" could be 'spliced' or 'cooked' together ... It was awesomely bizzare, funny at times, and unstoppable ! Imagination soup contained every 'thing' I know, and I could do anything with them now. Try to imagine the most obtuse, whacky combinations of 'things' ... and they would appear ... Crocdile-tail-soccer-ball-teacup ... or washing-machine-treeroot-eyeballs ... swarmed around me all fused in a new 'thing', or as separate things I 'knew" ... This was definately a high dose of dmt ... I got up realizing I had to purge, but I don't know what time it was ... walking like a careful drunk, I made it to the bathroom. I had been 'prepared' for this purge, but not the hard-tripping ! My body felt chilled, even though I had 2 hot water bottles in bed with me. Every object I walked by was covered in 'glyphs' and luminescent digital circuitry. No need for details, but it was good to rolf and rolf ... The 3.5 g of seeds HAD TO get out of me ! My body was commanding me to puke, so I drank water to help 'wash' the gritty little bits of seed out. There were 3 or 4 waves of nausea while I was still getting higher, and I had little bits of nutty-flavoured seeds in my teeth all the while ! Synesthesia went wild ! Or I had unfiltered my senses and memory. For example - I needed to rinse my mouth with water, and as soon as my tongue was wet, I tasted layers and layers of sweet flavours in the water !~ Water was so 'good' I stuck my tongue out under the tap just to 'gorge' on the 'flavours' of the water running off it ! It was maybe 100's or 1000's of sweet flavours ! While worshipping my toilet bowl, I had drawn a hot bath to soak in. It was 3:30 am, and I could lie in the warm water between puke-bouts. It was AMAZING to get into a warm tub of water ! I was able to function enough to do all this - vomit, drink ... plug tub, draw bath, light candle .. get in tub and get out of tub to puke. But a sitter would have helped here - one who wouldn't have minded my puking nakedness ! ! The tub of warm water made all boundaries disappear. The effect of warm water on my body was perfectly soothing, and over the course of the next 3 hours (!) I did slip into 'sleep' a few times, coming to again with a sudden jolt ! I kept adding more hot water to keep the warmth in the tub, and after 1 hour of soaking the puking subsided (I drank 4 or 5 cups of water to induce more vomits) I knew I had to ride it through - I found my 'reality checking' could get way back to external reality, no matter how distorted it appeared. I would speak aloud to confirm I was still there, in a tub... I was with eyes closed most of the time, getting sleepy. I had thoughts about 'neurotoxicity' - I had a sense of 'short-circuited' neurons, and all filters coming off. 1000 flavours from a wet tongue ! or there were a million warm, liquid blankets enfolding me as my body adjusts to the bath's temperature ! I would get chills when I stepped out to worship the toilet bowl, but orgasmic warmth when I stepped back in the tub. But knew that once my MAO enzymes were back on line, I'd be coming down. This was finally the case at what must have been 2.5 hours after eating the 150 mg dmt - I was over the peak .. pheeew ! The window above the tub was open so until 7:20 am I listened to the night- auditory stimulii were also 1000 times amplified ! The ocean is 2 blocks away from my house, and I listened to a storm rage with big winds. A train went by and it sounded like a alien-jet-train ... I did fall asleep a few times, and it was strange to realize I was tripping while awake and asleep - the boundaries were not clear - a very hypnogogic 3 hour soak in the tub !! But I had no hang over! I just slept until 12:00 noon, and felt fine. I ate breakfast, and then had a perfectly 'normal' day, trying to remember what I had done. It seems that all MAO's are 'back', and I ate a huge turkey dinner ... So let me review - Syrian Rue seed should NOT be eaten ! Next time I will try a lemon juice extract, boiled down. I read that they even contain "abortifacient" alkaloids ! ... certainly 'puke-i-facient' ones ! And eating 150 mg dmt-freebase is a HIGH oral dose ! I knew that amount was circulating in my blood until the MAO enzymes were back, so I really wanted to purge the Syrian Rue seeds, as that was the only way to shorten and depotentiate the ride... I would not repeat this experiment during the late night when the body needs to sleep - dmt and sleep are associated but it was weird realizing that "oh, I was tripping in my sleep" ..! .. and now I'm tripping while awake ... and the boundary was elusive. I would speak aloud to ensure I was infact awake ... A crazy manin the tub ! The trip would have been great without the waves of nausea - I went beyond the 'Imagination Soup' phase, but sleepiness and nausea were confounding the experience. Ego dissolution happened a few times in the tub where I was able to relax, but I found myself 'coming back' to deal with a purge, or by suddenly 'waking up' ... maybe I fell asleep longer than I realize..? Anyhow ... I will repeat this, but in addition to my hard-learned lessons with Rue seed, does anyone have any advice..? Similar tales to tell? Perhaps a perfected Rue-recipe..? I have perused the links here in this thread - I think I'll stick with 100 < 120 mg dmt and make a rue exract next time.