Hi,
About five weeks ago I had my first and only experience with 5-meo-dmt.
It was vaporized from a glass oil burner pipe, and I would estimate that it was about 5 milligrams.
Almost immediately upon inhaling the vapor, a sudden feeling of dread accompanied by terror swept through me.
I was seated on the floor on the carpet in my bedroom.
I instantly had the thought to get up and move around, to go do something, anything at all to distract myself from the sheer intensity of the experience.
For just a few moments, I thought that if I occupied myself with something then I could avoid feeling the way I did, which was a complete state of panic.
But simultaneously, something told me that this was in fact what I had been seeking all along, and that instead of trying to preoccupy myself with something else, I should just surrender to the experience and relax completely.
So I remained seated, deciding against standing up.
Practically instantly after just deciding to let go and surrender to the experience, a wave of relaxation and peace came over me, and I was no longer frightened and my anxiety melted away.
I felt as if I became connected to a higher, divine power and experienced a state of meditation which lasted around thirty minutes.
The glass oil burner pipe from which I vaporized the 5-meo-dmt, which was custom-made just for me, seemed like the key to the gates of higher awareness and understanding, and I kept it in my hands throughout the duration of experience.
I feel as if I formed a special bond with the oil burner pipe, if that makes any sense at all, or if it might seem irrational.
Since that first and only 5-meo-dmt journey, I have been experiencing what some people refer to as "reactivations," where a feeling similar to 5-meo-dmt is randomly experienced at different times of the day and night.
Usually thought, I've noticed that it happens to me at nighttime when I'm trying to sleep, or sometimes when I sit for meditation.
The remainder of the 5-meo-dmt I converted into an enhanced leaf smoking blend, which is quite potent and can be smoked through a regular pipe with an ordinary lighter.
However, I think that I am going to continue using my oil burner pipe, and vaporize the enhanced leaf through this.
Has anyone else had any interesting experiences with 5-meo-dmt, or does anyone have any feedback, suggestions, or advice that they would like to share?
I would love to hear it, thanks.
About five weeks ago I had my first and only experience with 5-meo-dmt.
It was vaporized from a glass oil burner pipe, and I would estimate that it was about 5 milligrams.
Almost immediately upon inhaling the vapor, a sudden feeling of dread accompanied by terror swept through me.
I was seated on the floor on the carpet in my bedroom.
I instantly had the thought to get up and move around, to go do something, anything at all to distract myself from the sheer intensity of the experience.
For just a few moments, I thought that if I occupied myself with something then I could avoid feeling the way I did, which was a complete state of panic.
But simultaneously, something told me that this was in fact what I had been seeking all along, and that instead of trying to preoccupy myself with something else, I should just surrender to the experience and relax completely.
So I remained seated, deciding against standing up.
Practically instantly after just deciding to let go and surrender to the experience, a wave of relaxation and peace came over me, and I was no longer frightened and my anxiety melted away.
I felt as if I became connected to a higher, divine power and experienced a state of meditation which lasted around thirty minutes.
The glass oil burner pipe from which I vaporized the 5-meo-dmt, which was custom-made just for me, seemed like the key to the gates of higher awareness and understanding, and I kept it in my hands throughout the duration of experience.
I feel as if I formed a special bond with the oil burner pipe, if that makes any sense at all, or if it might seem irrational.
Since that first and only 5-meo-dmt journey, I have been experiencing what some people refer to as "reactivations," where a feeling similar to 5-meo-dmt is randomly experienced at different times of the day and night.
Usually thought, I've noticed that it happens to me at nighttime when I'm trying to sleep, or sometimes when I sit for meditation.
The remainder of the 5-meo-dmt I converted into an enhanced leaf smoking blend, which is quite potent and can be smoked through a regular pipe with an ordinary lighter.
However, I think that I am going to continue using my oil burner pipe, and vaporize the enhanced leaf through this.
Has anyone else had any interesting experiences with 5-meo-dmt, or does anyone have any feedback, suggestions, or advice that they would like to share?
I would love to hear it, thanks.
I'm sure that it was due to my inability to let go at the time. Nevertheless, I've not been able to bring myself to try it again since then.
