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My first Somatic release

TransistorBass

Resting Yoga Face
Merits
775
18th January 2026

The setup is in my usual Yoga room, turns out the room was too cold. I need to ensure a hot room before I start.
Current Vape juice is 500mg NN-DMT in 3ml in a mix of PG/VG.
Approximately a 1 hour session.
My heart rate was too high so I had lots of small doses as I slowly got my body to rest.

The bigger breaths started on the Vape and I’ve again skirted around in a beautiful fractal world with lots of playing card symbols, as if the fractals had them intertwined and shooting at me. Bigger and repeated tokes now though I’m still waiting for the room to warm up and my body to follow along, feeling an urge to move and stretch again in between hits.

I’d forgotten I’d put the eye mask on my forehead to start with so putting that over my eyes to go more internal was a very good call.

This was really fractal spiral and playing card heavy, the symbols were being thrown at me.

I keep feeling time pressure, not wanting to take up too much time, self imposed of course so that's something I need to work on in my set and setting.

I’d just decided to ride the comedown effects out when I decided that one more hit would be good so went back in, after the swirly aces-high neon I planned my slow exit, this is when I had my first somatic release (?) and a bit of realisation, tears and sadness about the world.

The thought that popped into my mind was (Insert Aggressor Country) and the sadness and tears were for them, this felt a bit juxtaposed to the sadness I feel for the (Oppressed Country) people in regular waking consciousness rather than sadness for the aggressor. After a few moments I decided I should lean into this and let it happen, I’ve got a wet face to prove it!
I’ve only once had tears out of nowhere during my post-yoga Shavasana, no thoughts or sadness, just an overwhelming need to let some tears out.

Overall a beautiful experience which I know I can improve on.
I’ve gone from a full Vape tank to a nearly empty one, the next refill will be a slightly stronger mix of 600mg NN-DMT to 3ml PG/VG.

Things to fix are definitely the room temperature, and the stronger juice mix should hopefully keep me in the space a little longer.

Thanks for taking the time to read.
 
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