My personal log.

[SuperMarioKiev]

So recently I was having some issues with burning my spice and whatnot. I made the machine and it works magnitudes better although I am having an issue. I realize this is probably a headspace issue as sometimes I am determined to breakthrough and I actually do while sometimes I take a single hit and immediately put the machine down and lay in bed.

It seems to make me really sleepy sometimes while others I feel like my soul wants to enthusiastically jump out of my body.

I got really close to breaking through and it looked like my desk was turning into Aztec style what I can only describe as "Aztec style thing" and then the room started turning into this deep purple fractal and it started to vanish but It seemed like my machine was running out of spice. I load it up for a few hits and then hit it a couple times and the one time I was in the right headspace it just happened to run out. At that point I was on my 2nd hit and it just ran out on me and while sober enough to take a hit I was not sober enough to reload it. After I reloaded it and hit it I was immediately hit with negative thoughts so I didn't want to push it and risk a bad experience.

A few minutes ago I took a small hit and immediately went "no this doesn't feel right". This seems to be something that happens more often than not. I will be in what I think is the correct headspace. Feeling curious and a desire to know what lies beyond only to immediately be brought down by a feeling of it not being right. Sometimes when this happens I will lay in my bed and what feels like a entity will come and stick needles in me and check on me. It feels much like a nurse. The needles it sticks in me don't hurt and I can almost feel a sense of them watching over me.

This is the only entity I have encountered so close. It felt like it was right beside me yet infinitely far away like the needles didn't pierce my body and only my soul. I can't say much yet but I seem to really enjoy just taking a small hit and laying in bed. Especially in the dark it enhances the visuals although it still feels like my room. When I trip with lights on I feel as if there is a sweet spot that lets me see into another universe that lies within my eyelids. Not too open not too close and I can see weird visions.

I plan to breakthrough but I will not force it so I don't know how long it will be until then. I will keep this log updated as I experience more things.

 

[SuperMarioKiev]

So recently DMT has either done 1 of 2 things.


I either get this intense feeling of energy. Like my soul is trying to break out of my body. I feel the need to stretch. I have thought about doing yoga but I think my lack of coordination during this state is rather lacking. I normally flail around my bed and purposely go into positions I find stiff and try to stretch them.

Or I feel rather ill and sick. After this I lay in bed and have CEV’s of a entity coming to heal me. Whenever this happens I normally quit smoking for a few days since it feels like some type of sickness and is rather unpleasant.

I have not broken through yet. I will do it once it is the time. I think I have the means by which to break through now. I just need three big tokes.

One time I did two big ones and I felt my room start to disintegrate into fractals. I imagine three will be blast off. I want to try pharmayuasca since it might be more reliable to breakthrough since my lungs are pretty virgin.

I would also want to try leaf infused DMT. I would like to also try changa but I will try leaf infused first. I plan to find some mullein or mint to infuse with.

I want to know if I could make it with 99% Isopropyl alcohol or if I need a food grade 200 proof ethanol (or everclear).

 

[SuperMarioKiev]

I just tried it and felt this wave of unease come over me. Gladly it was a small hit being only the leftovers from this last weekend.

I think the smell contributes alot. It reminds me of burnt wires too much.

 

[MrAcuminata]

So recently DMT has either done 1 of 2 things.


I either get this intense feeling of energy. Like my soul is trying to break out of my body. I feel the need to stretch. I have thought about doing yoga but I think my lack of coordination during this state is rather lacking. I normally flail around my bed and purposely go into positions I find stiff and try to stretch them.

Or I feel rather ill and sick. After this I lay in bed and have CEV’s of a entity coming to heal me. Whenever this happens I normally quit smoking for a few days since it feels like some type of sickness and is rather unpleasant.

I have not broken through yet. I will do it once it is the time. I think I have the means by which to break through now. I just need three big tokes.

One time I did two big ones and I felt my room start to disintegrate into fractals. I imagine three will be blast off. I want to try pharmayuasca since it might be more reliable to breakthrough since my lungs are pretty virgin.

I would also want to try leaf infused DMT. I would like to also try changa but I will try leaf infused first. I plan to find some mullein or mint to infuse with.

I want to know if I could make it with 99% Isopropyl alcohol or if I need a food grade 200 proof ethanol (or everclear).

99% ipa works fine as long as your dmt is clean, mullein is readily available at health food shops too. You can also experiment with other herbs like blue lotus and lemon balm etc but for enhanced leaf I just go with the plain mullein for the smoothness and absorption ability. It's very easy to do the infusion as well, it just takes a few days.

 

[SuperMarioKiev]

99% ipa works fine as long as your dmt is clean, mullein is readily available at health food shops too. You can also experiment with other herbs like blue lotus and lemon balm etc but for enhanced leaf I just go with the plain mullein for the smoothness and absorption ability. It's very easy to do the infusion as well, it just takes a few days.

Really? I was thinking it would only take a few hours if left out in the sun.

 

[MrAcuminata]

I wouldn't personally dry anything in the sun, you don't want the dmt melting and causing your mix to go sticky or risk it blowing away. I also like to leave my herb soaking in the dmt/ipa solution in a very small jar for at least 24hrs to allow it to infuse properly before transferring to a flat glass dish to dry out. I'll have a fan gently blowing on this to keep the air around it dry and fresh until the ipa evaporates, then I'll stir and spread the mix a few times until it's dry to the touch. This usually takes 2-3 days all together and the result has been awesome so far. A friend of mine had one big hit of it and immediately broke through.

 

[TransistorBass]

I've had darker sessions when I've used up yesterdays pipe leftovers, I decided at that point that if possible always start from fresh spice and a clean pipe.

I've had recent Vape sessions where my low level closed eye visuals were writhing meat tentacles with teeth and a scary feel to them, its good to lean into this and see where it takes you, this may have been my Vape tank that needed a full clean as I discovered here - Vape Cleaning Hints Thread?

So my thoughts are that clean spice and clean equipment is a good idea for a clean, pure, beautiful session.