New to DMT. Weird experience. Left with questions.

[MrPocket]

Hello everyone! I have recently been introduced to DMT about two weeks ago and I find it amazing. I don’t really do drugs. I don’t smoke weed or take any other substances at all. I have used most of the common drugs in the past but never really did psychedelics. when I was younger, Roughly 10 years ago I tried mushrooms twice and that was the extent of my experience with psychedelics. So anyways my brother told me he had got ahold of DMT from a mutual coworker a little over two weeks ago. He explained to me what he felt from his experience and I became very interested. I ended up talking to my coworker and he gave me some to try. My first experience was pretty scary because I literally had no idea what I was in for. I fought it with everything I had trying to keep control of my mind. I won’t get into that first experience to much because it wasn’t very interesting. I basically just kept using all my energy to force my eyes open till it was over. After it was done I felt that I had missed an opportunity to experience something truly special. So I talked to my buddy again the next day and he was willing to help me out again. This time I did some research and watched some videos and felt confident that I could handle it this time and just let go and try and gain something from the experience. I loaded up the dmt and took three of the biggest hits I could take. The dmt took me somewhere else. I just had the feeling of a different world but it felt very natural. It wasn’t an aggressive transition. It felt like someone was showing me things like it was a game. I felt love like a child loves there parents and they loved me the same. Instantly I feel in love with the experience and I’ve done it 9 times over the last 11 days. This morning I was ready for another go. I’ve grown more and more comfortable before each time I blast off. Basically I had no fear at all before this trip but... this trip was different from the rest. I went to the same space that I end up going to in about half my trips and same place I’ve gone to in my fast 4 trips but this time the entities had me laying down on a hospital type table bed and where doing some kind of experiments on me. I assumed that they where playing a joke on me and that it was going to turn into something funny or amazing but it didn’t and I started to get the feeling that I was seeing something that I wasn’t supposed to be seeing. At some point they realized that I was noticing what they where doing and they kinda freaked out and didn’t know what to do. It wasn’t really scary but definitely very very weird and I didn’t feel that love I normally feel. I didn’t feel hate or love but just felt like I caught them doing something I wasn’t supposed to see. Can anyone tell me what they think this was? What this experience might mean. Or if they have experienced something similar

 

[JKW]

Hello Mr. Pocket,

This might be a sign that you're doing it too much. 9 times in 11 days is a lot.


I did it a lot as well.
Something similar happened to me in that the experiences started to seem like a warning. I did not pay attention and eventually DMT shut me out completely.

 

[Loverofallthings]

Welcome

I had a similar experience of lying on a table with humanoids looking over me in some sort of examination. They seems a bit startled as well. This was my very first DMT experience, however.

The substance is strange.

I would suggest that 9 times in 11 days may be more frequent than is best for you personally. Keep tabs on that. Journey safely.

-Lover