Old school gangsta on a new path

[notsure]

Hello everyone,

I do not think I have ever done anything like this, but from all the amazing information I have accumulated from DMT Nexus and it's members I feel as though I need to
introduce myself, say hello and thanks. I am from the east coast, 41 years old and have
lived a very wild life. In and out of prison most of my life. Only until the past 3-4 years
has my life taken a very different path. It started by the type of books I started reading while incarcerated, Freemasonry, Rosicrucian, Qabbalah, Tarot, also I read some Terance McKenna and books on spirituality & meditation. My perspective on life really started changing then, the fast money and fast life lost all of it's appeal to me and I found myself crying during certain movies and if I read of people or children suffering I TRULY
felt deep sadness and pain in my heart. I started to care is what I am saying and I am so sad that I did not understand more about our spiritual journey and our duty we as humans have here on earth to love each other and all of nature. I am sorry I am not very educated or well written so I will end this now. Once again thank you all and know that there is a guy in Jerzey that loves each and every one of you.

Blessings

 

[dreamer042]

Welcome to the Nexus flashflixxz, glad to have you on board!

I think it's really amazing you were able to find your path out of the street life to the way of kindness and wisdom. Have you had the opportunity to work with our beloved molecule yet, or any of the other entheogenic medicines?

I have always had a strong fascination with the life of the gangster, from the organized crime family run days of yor right up to to the modern Bloods & Crips phenomena, and as such would be quite interested in hearing more about your experiences with that lifestyle and your thoughts on how it's gotten to where it is and where it's headed.

I understand this may not be the most appropriate venue for discussion of such things but if I can get the chance I'd love the opportunity to pick your brain a bit about these things.

Again, welcome to the community and thanks for showing us even a true OG can change their ways and learn to walk in beauty.

-Namaste

 

[Vodsel]

Thank you for your message, pleasure to read.

Peace and Love back.

 

[corto]

Hey, flash

I'm quite interested in freemasonry. I know very little about it though. Could you tell me some of the things you have learned?

Also, you have an interesting avatar! Could you perhaps explain a little about what it is and what it means?

 

[null24]

Wow, welcome man, you are at a good place, full of good people. While never part of the gangster lifestyle, I also led a crazy life. A heroin addict and criminal for over twenty years, never done prison time, but in and out of county jails.
Over that now.
I began an earnest study of the subjects you mentioned, the corpus esoterica of the west, and within a year, the spice find me. The experiences affixed me to the Tree of Life, and solidified a spiritual foundation from which I have been able to heal my addiction, emotionally as well a physically, and put me on a path of love, redemption, and growth a an effective human being.
Noone else prolly sees it, but if I go back and read my first posts and compare them to my mite recent ones, the growth is apparent.
And as far a thus community, I've said it before, I'll say it again, and again, I love these people, they saved my life.
So, welcome man, you are very welcomed here. Your post stirred my heart with the redemptive power of the universal love.
Thank you for being here.

 

[notsure]

Thank you for the warm welcome friends,
Dreamer042 tonight I am trying to find the magic, sadly I wasted some money buying caapi 4;1 extract powder, but I spent the last 3 days brewing it and tonight I do the deed with a little chali on the side. Keeping my fingers crossed because my last 4 tries were a failure. You have no idea how upsetting these failures are, but I keep the faith and keep researching and continue trying, but I REALLY WANT TO GET THERE, lol. As far as picking my brain you are welcome, unfortunately I am a expert in that field, the organizations you mentioned I have been through wars with them and allied with them, that's the way it works, back and forth. I was a member of the $####$# for over 20 years. I have completely left that behind me, but am I an open book to you my friend.

Corto I know as much as the next uninitiated man when it comes to Freemasonry, so I cannot really give you much insight, what I have learned from some Masonic books is that they try to live a productive and righteous life. There is also an esoteric side to Freemasonry but like I said I am not a Mason. As far as my avatar, I don't really have a breakdown to it yet, I just fell in love with it when I saw it and here it is.

Null24 I feel you, I have been around heroin addicts my whole life and I know your past struggles first hand, almost every time I went to prison was for selling. I also know the absolute great inner power it takes to leave that stuff alone and get on and stay on the right path. My own family member has robbed me in the past, even took my TV:x ,lol, but I forgave him many times and he has relapsed many times. It is a lifelong battle and I tip my hat to you my brother.

Vodsel the pleasure is mine.

Thank you all sooo much I am so happy to have met you