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No, you guys don't even know what's up. The Jr. Bacon Cheeseburger is the greatest hangover cure and drunken munchie food ever invented. Eat three or four of those as fast you can possibly can after a long night of drinkin and it's smooth sailin.

God I love mescaline. It's nothin like i thought it would be and more than i ever imagined. I've never felt so wonderful.
 
woke to beautiful fractals swirling on the ceiling (anyone else get this the morning after mescal?) smoked some of that oil.... fannnnnntastic as always... thinking of eating more mescaline and going hiking...

its hard for me to get as stoned as i am now (and i only settle for "good" weed, usually humboldt county outdoor that traveled 2700+ miles) so considering i only took 3 hits and am BLASSSSTED i am hella happy :) used 15 grams bottom bud and 5 grams grade A trim... oil is hard tan/green when cool, heat from your hands makes softer and golden looking. when vaporized turns liquid honey... probably the best quality extract iv made yet and oh so tasty :D

perhaps ill take some mescaline and then time some pharmahusaca to kick in when the mescal peaks.... and time all that for when im in the middle of the woods :shock: always the best... yesterday me and my friend were tripping through the woods long lost from the beaten trail and out of nowhere this giant turkey sprang into life and went running past us acluckin and gobbling.... me and my friend turned to each other and simultaneously said "of all things... a turkey?" ...... wonderfulness

i am in a goooooood mood at the moment (odd for me)
springs in the air and while it was a tad depressing when i first smelled it this morning (the smell was a direct connection to mournful memories) now as it drifts in my window i feel filled with life once more the perpetual cycle winter brings death and dormancy spring is the rebirth... i love this planet we have been allowed to live on.... yes im going for a hike for sure..
 
if your travelin to the north county fair
where the winds hit heavy on the borderline
remember me to one who lives there
for she once was a true love of mine

see for me that her hairs hanging down
it curls an falls all down her breast
see for me that her hairs hanging down
thats the way.. i remember her best

if you go where the snowflakes fall
where the rivers freeze
and the summer ends
please see for me if shes wearing a coat so long
to keep her from the howling wind
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:( i like to remember her.. even if it hurts.
 
not feelin so bueno... :(
"he giveth and he taketh away"

I looked into your eyes
They told me plenty
I already knew
You never felt a thing
So soon forgotten all that you do
In more than words i
Tried to tell you
The more I tried I failed

I would not let myself believe
That you might stray
And I would stand by you
No matter what they�d say, I would have thought I�d be with you
Until my dying day
Until my dying day

I used to think my life
Was often empty
A lonely space to fill
You hurt me more than
I ever would have imagined
You made my world stand still
And in that stillness
There was a freedom
I never felt before

I would not let myself believe
That you might stray
And I would stand by you
No matter what they�d say, I would have thought I�d be with you
Until my dying day
Until my dying day
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psychosisdoses said:
not feelin so bueno... :(
"he giveth and he taketh away"
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sorry to hear that... most everyone is dealing with something or other...

it's hard not to identify with the ups and downs of life, yet it does seem true that the essence of I is unaffected by this duality...
 
i know this.. yet cant help letting my emotions get in the way of viewing the all.. my universe closes up to just my mind, my memories and my day to day life... i live in my past.. as much as i am aware of it i cant work past it.. its frustrating because i think so deeply about things from all sides.. it just gets overwhelming.

and.. i miss 'her' as much as id rather not i cant force myself to forget her/'move on'
*shrug*

i feel weird... like intoxication.. first day in a solid week iv gone without taking a hallucinogen just weed today... gee maybe thats why im so sad..
 
man, I'm the same way... I've experienced and known myself to be the all from the inside out, and yet... I get lost in my mind... of regret about the past and anxiety about the future... missing the present and stumbling through life, or at least it feels that way sometimes...

it does seem that the most sane path to take is to observe these fluctuations and see how they rise and fall like waves in the sea...

I don't think most people are really their normal selves to the full extent of their potential as the incarnation of being, myself included... in which case, this is a perfect thread to post random thoughts, chemically induced or otherwise... and yet, is this not hOMe in its imperfection, and is it not ultimately futile to hope for things to get any better than they truly are now...
 
ommani said:
and yet, is this not hOMe in its imperfection, and is it not ultimately futile to hope for things to get any better than they truly are now...
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i try to believe there is some grand reason some cosmic force pushing me closer to happiness...
like crossing hot coals to reach the land of milk and honey.. we cant be suffering for nothing
 
swim ate a couple hits of lucy, jammin the OTT...really high took the stuff at 12:00 about 4pm now.. still feel the chill here n there hard to explain..swim has been smokin some weed too
i have another hit, but i think ill save it for another time..

its a nice sunny day here perfect for tripping! =D Peace everyone
 
yeah psychosisdoses, tripping everyday can sure take its toll. SWIM's friend has experienced similar in the past where psych's become less beneficial than they should. a good break always helps reset the trip mindset, a lowered tolerance couldnt hurt as well :)

sorry, not fubared and posting here this once nexus. though the jane (var. humboldt) edit:eek:ops(var. Edmonds) does have me happied :)
 
psychosis...who is it that you are looking at...i can feel her invading your mind...who is she to you?
 
psychosisdoses said:
Jorkest said:
psychosis...who is it that you are looking at...i can feel her invading your mind...who is she to you?
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i thought the 'one' its been 13 months since iv woke to her face..
not a day in my mind.
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Fuck that bitch. Go out with your mates and get drunk, then masturbate altogether on porno. Better thought, hire a lap dancer with your friends, get drunk and have fun. And if your friends haven't shaken this woman off your head for 13 fucking months by now then fuck them as well (just for some time tho, friends are always friends). Get the lap dancer by yourself and have fun.
 
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