Overdoing it?

[DmTommy]

Hello again, and I thank you all again for this awsome site.
All you contributers and wizards have truly affected my life.

I have been doing a lot of exstractions lately, and my previous curiosity for snorting D, has dissapeared for the moment.

anyhow I have some questions or seeking some advises from you exsperienced travellers.

I have realy gotten a passion exstracting and trying to perfect it from my flaws.

This has made me tasting the goods quite often.
I would say I do it about 4 to five times a week :roll:

I am still without a proper mg scale and a proper smoking equipment, so my choice is an old wooden pipe, i lay some tobacco,ashes,crystals and top it of with som homemade changa (beeing made from grinded syrian rue and salvie d.(not exstract).

I dont do a lot, i tend to be a little to careful (i think) leaving 8 of 10 times to be without the visuals but with the good vibes, lasting up to a good 20 hours some times.

The thing is... I feel like after everytime, i feel a little better human. Getting more exsperience from life, I hate less and love more.

Recently, after reading a little about the entities, and some trip reports, I have tried to comunicate a little an beeing more aware and to interact with these "spirits"
I asked them about a week ago, to please help my mom with cancer to feel better. ( She has been true a combo of kemo and rads, and had problems eating, fever and toilet visits.) It was like that for about 3 weeks.. then 2 days after I had asked the fellas to help her, I called and she felt better.
And it seems like its better and better for each day:grin: .

So I am getting more and more attracted to this exsperiences, and I want to know more- learn more.
I would like to be able to use these powers in all the good ways for me an humankinds around me.
Well it been said, I have always wanted to be a shaman. That tend to sound a little foolish around my hood here in Norway.

Do any of you guys have some powers availabale after beeing on the other side?
Is there some good advises for me to get better contact and to understand them?

Rather than questions this may be just another trip report- but I write as I wonder, and am curious how to wander.

Peace and Love:
Me

 

[Wolfnippletip]

I'm sorry to hear your mom is having to go through that, but I'm glad to hear she felt better. My Dad had to go though chemo and radiation as well and it was rough on him so I know how you feel. If I read correctly you say you believe you have special powers. That is worrisome and a sure sign you need to take a break from psychedelics.

 

[DreadedShaman]

I can't say I've ever achieved powers through psychedelics, and I agree with wolf here, if that was a serious statement, a break from psychs may be in order.

That being said, the power of belief can be pretty powerful,
And who am I to say? Many of my beliefs others would tell me I've lost it.

 

[DmTommy]

Well the thing is, I have had healing power earlier, and had it proved by the ones who did not believe, but i neglected them for ages and did not follow the guidelines when i was young and wild.

I had 2 major breake on Dmt- one of them was after "dying" (background: I have had a period when i did not want to live anymore. I just Wanted to die.
Then i got a realy strong Breakthrougt where i was saying goodbye to my girl and boy.. That was terrible, and I was terrified. I begge it to stop.. After that I was realy afraid, but after a few days I realized something. I did not want to die anymore, so actually i think it was the point of the exsperience.

I waited a long time after that before trying again.

Then when I was trying after a couple of beers, one of the spirit or guard just approached me and Said stop with it's hand. At that time I did not pay attention but when my lighter then stopped working,i got the message

So to me I am not sure if I do bad or not, since there is so much awsome stuff , while grounded, that are happening. My relationship with all humans, friends my Angel and our toddler are so much better , and everything just seems like I am on path of discovery.

I am probably to stubborn and curious to stop yet, but il put the foot on the break paddle ready if I should get a message not to be mistaken of.

Actually I think all humans has these power latent

Thanks for input and your thoughts. Realy appreciate it.

 

[twitchy]

Not really 'super powers', but I've noticed a dramatic increase in intuition and empathy that I associate with my psychedelic use.