ReptilianDreamer
Rising Star
First of all I would like to thank everyone that has contributed to this website from Teks to trip reports. You have all helped me in my journey. I am 19 year old male from England studying engineering who has been browsing this website for nearly a year but have never made an account because at the time I didn’t think I would have anything worthwhile too say considering I hadn’t reached hyperspace before or hadn’t been to this realm of incredible self-discovery enough times too fully comment on what I had or was about to experience.
After hearing about N,N-Dimethyltryptamine through Joe Rogan’s podcast I started to wonder if a chemical could give such a profound experience. I had previously taken a number of times chemicals like MDMA, Psilocybin and 2c-b and similar derivatives and would normally trip once a week on one of these chemicals, I considered myself an experienced psychonaught I dindnt think it was possible to be physically disconnected from your body with your mind fully operational.
After completing my 1st extraction from mimosa root bark I sat there for a few minutes in amazement that I had actually managed to extract this chemical and at the thought of what I was about to experience this food of the gods that people claimed sent them to alternate realms and gave visions of extreme realness. So eagerly I grabbed my scales and weighed up 20 mg’s as a quick tester to feel the waters through lack of proper oil burning pipe I placed a bed of high grade cannabis at the bottom of the bowl in my bong poured the DMT then sprinkled more weed on top grabbed my torjet lighter and started to inhale as the bundle of ashes feel through I felt an instant buzzing in the very centre of my brain and the room got very bright as if it was glowing orange I sat back and closed my eyes and began to see fiery visons of stone buildings and statues kind of similar to what you see in Mayan documentaries, a warm glowing sensation built up in the centre of my stomach vibrating outwards I couldn’t stop smiling thinking this is it I’ve found the perfect buzz I felt kind of sleepy at the same time after about 15 minutes these now what I know to be light initial effects wore off and I instantly thought to myself I’m ready to go the full way. I smoked a cigarette as I began to weigh up my next dose in pure amazement at what I had managed to do as I was weighing up I thought I should do a little bit more than the recommended 50mg’s as I just done a hit and wasn’t sure of tolerance build up time. So foolishly I weighed up 200mg’s and set it up the same way I done with my first hit. Now before I carry on I would like to say too anyone who hasn’t yet experienced breaking through no words, trip report or message carried from mystical pigeons is going to prepare you for this moment it’s the scariest most fear induced moment in my life I don’t know about other people but the 1st time I broke through it was terrifying it took a couple hits to get used to hyperspace ( now it’s my second home) anyway, I lit the bowl and inhaled slowly once the ash fell through I held in for as long as I could as I blew the smoke out I sat back and within 20 seconds I could feel the effects described in my 20mg dose before at 30 seconds I could feel my eyes closing as I was falling into hyperspace and tried to fight it but it was no good, that was when everything disappeared and I fell into a realm of complex patterns and shapes that can’t be describe with words at this point I started to really panic all I wanted to do was open my eyes to know I’m still alive I thought I had taken it too far with my chemical exploring I thought that was it I had crossed over to the afterlife I remember trying to scream for help but had human voice everything came out in clicks and clacks. Probably about 5 minutes in ( felt longer) I could hear my parents speaking my mum asking is he ok ? then hearing my dad who is very experienced in all psychedelics saying his ok his ok.. at this time I started coming back as soon as my eye opened a tiny bit I clawed myself up to see if my parents were there and they wasn’t, I managed to stand and walk to my bed and lay down spread out, still at this point terrified it what had happened after about 5 minutes I started feeling a bit more normal and just started laughing to myself thinking (I’M ALIVE I’M ALIVE). I then walked downstairs to ask my dad if he and mum came up just to check but he said no i couldn’t believe what had just happened I had experience a state of consciousness very few people have ever been in, i felt like a member of an elite club. Since this 1st time I must say I have never experienced any fear on any other trips now I’m used to and know to an extent what will happen. Anyway that’s my introduction I didn’t just want to say hi I’m a new member I wanted to share my experience and if I can help in any way I will and you want to ask questions feel free.
After hearing about N,N-Dimethyltryptamine through Joe Rogan’s podcast I started to wonder if a chemical could give such a profound experience. I had previously taken a number of times chemicals like MDMA, Psilocybin and 2c-b and similar derivatives and would normally trip once a week on one of these chemicals, I considered myself an experienced psychonaught I dindnt think it was possible to be physically disconnected from your body with your mind fully operational.
After completing my 1st extraction from mimosa root bark I sat there for a few minutes in amazement that I had actually managed to extract this chemical and at the thought of what I was about to experience this food of the gods that people claimed sent them to alternate realms and gave visions of extreme realness. So eagerly I grabbed my scales and weighed up 20 mg’s as a quick tester to feel the waters through lack of proper oil burning pipe I placed a bed of high grade cannabis at the bottom of the bowl in my bong poured the DMT then sprinkled more weed on top grabbed my torjet lighter and started to inhale as the bundle of ashes feel through I felt an instant buzzing in the very centre of my brain and the room got very bright as if it was glowing orange I sat back and closed my eyes and began to see fiery visons of stone buildings and statues kind of similar to what you see in Mayan documentaries, a warm glowing sensation built up in the centre of my stomach vibrating outwards I couldn’t stop smiling thinking this is it I’ve found the perfect buzz I felt kind of sleepy at the same time after about 15 minutes these now what I know to be light initial effects wore off and I instantly thought to myself I’m ready to go the full way. I smoked a cigarette as I began to weigh up my next dose in pure amazement at what I had managed to do as I was weighing up I thought I should do a little bit more than the recommended 50mg’s as I just done a hit and wasn’t sure of tolerance build up time. So foolishly I weighed up 200mg’s and set it up the same way I done with my first hit. Now before I carry on I would like to say too anyone who hasn’t yet experienced breaking through no words, trip report or message carried from mystical pigeons is going to prepare you for this moment it’s the scariest most fear induced moment in my life I don’t know about other people but the 1st time I broke through it was terrifying it took a couple hits to get used to hyperspace ( now it’s my second home) anyway, I lit the bowl and inhaled slowly once the ash fell through I held in for as long as I could as I blew the smoke out I sat back and within 20 seconds I could feel the effects described in my 20mg dose before at 30 seconds I could feel my eyes closing as I was falling into hyperspace and tried to fight it but it was no good, that was when everything disappeared and I fell into a realm of complex patterns and shapes that can’t be describe with words at this point I started to really panic all I wanted to do was open my eyes to know I’m still alive I thought I had taken it too far with my chemical exploring I thought that was it I had crossed over to the afterlife I remember trying to scream for help but had human voice everything came out in clicks and clacks. Probably about 5 minutes in ( felt longer) I could hear my parents speaking my mum asking is he ok ? then hearing my dad who is very experienced in all psychedelics saying his ok his ok.. at this time I started coming back as soon as my eye opened a tiny bit I clawed myself up to see if my parents were there and they wasn’t, I managed to stand and walk to my bed and lay down spread out, still at this point terrified it what had happened after about 5 minutes I started feeling a bit more normal and just started laughing to myself thinking (I’M ALIVE I’M ALIVE). I then walked downstairs to ask my dad if he and mum came up just to check but he said no i couldn’t believe what had just happened I had experience a state of consciousness very few people have ever been in, i felt like a member of an elite club. Since this 1st time I must say I have never experienced any fear on any other trips now I’m used to and know to an extent what will happen. Anyway that’s my introduction I didn’t just want to say hi I’m a new member I wanted to share my experience and if I can help in any way I will and you want to ask questions feel free.
I am hoping to move out of my moms house by the time I'm 20. Though I wouldn't have to if I were allowed to grow here. :? Much love, and envy..
