Fantastic, inspiring introduction!
I lost it on drugs and I can totally 110% relate to your perception of every spoken word and every written word being about you, i had the exact same experience, but with me it was more paranoid and i feared about being hurt rather than a code.
Its amazing that the DMT experience you have is the same experience that happened at the time of your temporary death!
Brilliant read, i was going to bed then read the first few paragraphs and decided to stay up to read the rest!
*yawn* must sleep now, but before i go, may i take this opportunity to say wholeheartedly ...
WELCOME to the nexus!
Peace.