Psychadelic experiences.

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When i was young I smoked salvia, had an out of body experience, came back as a couch and slowly melted out of it.

Since then i smoked marijuana daily.


When I was younger i had one acid trip in which i saw how afraid of myself i was.

Later i had a shroom trip in which i learned how to access other dimensions through myself.

Then i learned meditation and had a catharsis with the help of only marijuana.

Then i had a shroom trip in which i saw no visuals but had a little more catharsis.

Recently I had an acid trip in which i didn't see any visuals and didn't sweat at all.

Now when i am not high on marijuana everything is baseline, and when im high on marijauana everything is illuminated.

Zorba the buddha is the age of now.


I am aware that if i consume ayahuasca at this point i need to remove myself from the equation completely, but i've descovered existentially that I am a very real part of the equation and so to be aware of interdimensional things, I do not actually NEED ayahuasca, i just want it. :]

 

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Basically my point is, we as a whole need to learn that catharsis should happen independent of ayahuasca. There should be no emotional response whatsoever, because its really your astral self trying to grow with the experience, not your physical body trying to see trippy visuals with your brain.


Really you shouldn't believe anything the entities say, you can feel it, but theres no need to express it. Feeling the ancient vibes and not letting them get colored by the conditioning required to fruit your physical body. Not letting your mind color the truth about the vibes and letting them just be will grow you and allow you to reintegrate back into your daily life, even if your daily life doesn't really exist.

It does exist.

 

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Understandably there is a feeling of being possessed when your consciousness is so open, but there is no choice in such experiences and so that isn't really a form of expression at all.

Thats like saying someone danced when he was struck by lightning.

 

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But I would recommend learning how to not sweat. Pretty niffty skill if you can find some acid ;]

 

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Basically my point is, we as a whole need to learn that catharsis should happen independent of ayahuasca. There should be no emotional response whatsoever, because its really your astral self trying to grow with the experience, not your physical body trying to see trippy visuals with your brain.


Really you shouldn't believe anything the entities say, you can feel it, but theres no need to express it. Feeling the ancient vibes and not letting them get colored by the conditioning required to fruit your physical body. Not letting your mind color the truth about the vibes and letting them just be will grow you and allow you to reintegrate back into your daily life, even if your daily life doesn't really exist.

It does exist.

Awesome. I resonate strongly.

For me it's never been about the "trippy visuals" or "entity contact", but moreso about going with current and just letting go, not taking anything that is said during at face value, nor trying to interpret anything to fit into my own model of what "I think" it's all about. Sure I have my ideas, but those are secondary and I don't let them cloud my judgement.

But the FEELINGS I have gotten during my most heavy of experiences, I tend to carry those over into my daily life into my job, working out, growing plants, being genuine and nice to others..even in the face of adversity, and surrounding myself with positive people and/or situations. All those things arise in me THOSE FEELINGS that I have during those experiences. That to me is key. :thumb_up:

The only thing I don't understand is what your saying about having "NO" emotional response during the ayahuasca experience. Have you done ayahuasca yet, and if so..was it a strong experience for you? Reason I ask is because..for me...I have grown tremendously through those experiences...BUT.....emotional purging during is what it's all about in my opinion. Although I never attach to those emotions and just let them go where they may...eventually having them fade out into a streamline of awareness that is devoid of any emotional response.

 

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No i haven't. I just know what it indicates. I dont think i'll have any choice in the way i respond to the union of the vegetable.

 

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plus being embarrassed on this website is one of the dankest sources of joy ive ever found