I understand this is a forum primarily to do with the effects of psychedelics like DMT to achieve altered states of reality but i am going to post this anyway.
after a few very serious life changing events i was sort of moved into esoteric ideology with more of an open mind then the bastard i use to be ( and in a few ways still am ) Now i dont actually have much experience in psychedelics besides mushrooms and i think i took a pill that had a bit of LSD once because all the walls started to wave like they were all in an ocean. Mushrooms was terrible , had 2 grams and it really tripped me up, i wasnt right for a few days after that. The thing is all the people that i use to know who were into psychedelics were just like all the okes doing coke, they just had really wild ideas, and after seeing someone drop 2 hits of acid i actually never wanted to touch the stuff. I dont think i want to do DMT either but anyway .. the ideology seemed to be a cover for blatant drug taking and having seen a few of those users become meth heads i can say with some certainty that they where anything but sincere. Of all , and i mean all the people i knew who did drugs , all of them including myself have f45ked up lives , not one has come out with a better perspective and respect for reality and our world.. which is really dis-heartening.
I actually dont really know where i am going with this , i think maybe to achieve high states of reality it might be better to get through the process without the aid of reality altering substances , i dont know , maybe i have just see to many people get hurt , destroyed by substance abuse . It seems like more a negative energy force then a positive one.
Besides that i really like the out there ideas that come for this forum whether its drug induced or not .. i also like reading marxism and james clerk maxwell though so. I also really think that the time and place in which i went through the drug experience was not a very good one.
anyways
after a few very serious life changing events i was sort of moved into esoteric ideology with more of an open mind then the bastard i use to be ( and in a few ways still am ) Now i dont actually have much experience in psychedelics besides mushrooms and i think i took a pill that had a bit of LSD once because all the walls started to wave like they were all in an ocean. Mushrooms was terrible , had 2 grams and it really tripped me up, i wasnt right for a few days after that. The thing is all the people that i use to know who were into psychedelics were just like all the okes doing coke, they just had really wild ideas, and after seeing someone drop 2 hits of acid i actually never wanted to touch the stuff. I dont think i want to do DMT either but anyway .. the ideology seemed to be a cover for blatant drug taking and having seen a few of those users become meth heads i can say with some certainty that they where anything but sincere. Of all , and i mean all the people i knew who did drugs , all of them including myself have f45ked up lives , not one has come out with a better perspective and respect for reality and our world.. which is really dis-heartening.
I actually dont really know where i am going with this , i think maybe to achieve high states of reality it might be better to get through the process without the aid of reality altering substances , i dont know , maybe i have just see to many people get hurt , destroyed by substance abuse . It seems like more a negative energy force then a positive one.
Besides that i really like the out there ideas that come for this forum whether its drug induced or not .. i also like reading marxism and james clerk maxwell though so. I also really think that the time and place in which i went through the drug experience was not a very good one.
anyways
