Do you really need me to quote your own words back to you in the same thread? I put that to laziness not dislocating though.sorry, I am not seeing the "broad agreement.

You can not integrate an actual trip per day.
Do you feel this relative to the magnitude of content and experience? I generally agree
Good. Then what is the issue? Your don't like a perspective on your daily use. The irony is that those rushing to your defense are in no better position than I am in understanding this behaviour either. I am unaware of anyone else who has discussed daily DMT use but if there was, I would likewise form an understanding based on what I knew about that person and their use patterns.Who said I was presenting myself as a model of healthy DMT use? Is healthy use a monolith or is it contextual? How many times have I said "don't do what I do?"
Actually no, and this is the point I had made previously. Your are entitled to your opinion about you and your behaviour. I am entitled to my opinion about me and my behaviour.Duh! That's why I am here, to talk about it. But just because you think something about me doesn't mean that you're right. It's mainly speculative until I confirm or deny any interpretation you already have. That said, you were off base, I let you know, you don't want to shift, and so here we are.
No one is asking you to stop sharing. I also have shared quite a bit. But dont share so much if you feel you need to keep 'correcting people's interpretations of you' lol. That must be quite tiresome. I certainly dont care if people share a certain perspective on me. They are entitled to that as I said. If I see some value to it, I will take it on board and if not, I will simply continue to share.Ima keep sharing as I have been, and correcting your interpretations of me in the processI wonder how many people benefit from my raw authenticity? I don't just do it for me, ya know.
I think you're confusing defense with attack. I'm now attacking you in this thread. My main point is not about Void, is about you projecting. It's fine to project a bit, but we've already heard your judgements many times, and it's honestly getting tiresome. I get it helps you, but my judgement (maybe projection? ha) is that it's a very unhealthy way to go about it.The irony is that those rushing to your defense are in no better position than I am in understanding this behaviour either.
There's a difference between laziness and me misreading your response (I am currently at work, and yes I am working).Do you really need me to quote your own words back to you in the same thread? I put that to laziness not dislocating though.![]()
No shit, but they're not defending my use as though they agree, they are defending my choice, as well as highlighting that you like to pick on me in particular.The irony is that those rushing to your defense are in no better position than I am in understanding this behaviour either.
Are you now? Allow me to provide you with a reminder... Any other daily travellers here?I am unaware of anyone else who has discussed daily DMT use but if there was, I would likewise form an understanding based on what I knew about that person and their use patterns.
Seems like a pretty limited metric. No wonder your conclusions are invalid and unsound. You need better standards to accurately draw the conclusions you desire.I would likewise form an understanding based on what I knew about that person and their use patterns.
No no no, tsk tsk tsk, and shame on you. Unless you don't care about the accuracy of your interpretations, your opinions can be baseless if they don't reflect the case of the matter. Your "understanding" is a misunderstanding. You ought to know betterSo no, I'm not "off" in my view or understanding of someone elses behaviour just because they dont agree with my interpretation of it. Their interpretation is obviously the one they will apply to themselves, but often others can see things that we miss this is also how we can learn.

Yeah, just do you and I'll do me. Don't know why you feel the need to give me advice. What you call correcting people's interpretations (really it's just you I deal with this, bruh), I call providing clarity.No one is asking you to stop sharing. I also have shared quite a bit. But dont share so much if you feel you need to keep 'correcting people's interpretations of you' lol. That must be quite tiresome. I certainly dont care if people share a certain perspective on me. They are entitled to that as I said. If I see some value to it, I will take it on board and if not, I will simply continue to share.
Your are entitled to your opinion about you and your behaviour. I am entitled to my opinion about me and my behaviour.
You, plain and simple. You like vilifying me.
Whats elitist? That I think there can be unhealthy DMT use when done to excess such as daily or multiple times a day? That's less elitist and more awareness of use and possible abuse as with any drug.That's why people are "coming to my defense." I quoted it because there are other reasons they are responding aside from that, like your off-base elitist attitude.
No one disputes that its your choice. Its what drives the behaviour that is in dispute and yes while you are entitled to the interpretation you apply to your own behaviour, others are entitled to their opinions of said behaviour.No shit, but they're not defending my use as though they agree, they are defending my choice,
as well as highlighting that you like to pick on me in particular.
Yes thanks for the reminder. This was a recent post and in fact yes I noted it stood out to me as the first example of daily usage that did not appear to me to be primarily trauma driven.Are you now? Allow me to provide you with a reminder... Any other daily travellers here?
These two sentences could be contradictory so try to leave space for that.And yes, others can see what we can miss (hence my activity here), but you're just off, and I am telling you.
Nobody is "coming at you" bro and no, you aren't making me look like an idiot no matter how many thumbs up imogis you get trust me.But if want to keep coming at me about it, I will gladly keep making you look like an idiot.
Anyway I been thinking about you degenerate pancake mix addiction, now brace yourself I got an opinion coming If ya got any safety equipment , helmets , still toe cap boots , possible a welding mask get them on .This feels like an appropriate time to share that I have been in the midst of a downward spiral, whereby my daily pancake consumption has degenerated to insufflating raw pancake mix throughout the day. My coworkers seem confused whenever I blow my nose and proceed to eat my pancake boogers, but so far they haven’t asked any questions.
Now, if you could let the conversation of those patterns go for a while, it would be most welcome. As I said, it's boring and tiresome.I actually partly can acknowledge what @blig-blug said about my prior cannabis use, however I don't interpret that as a trigger, more giving me a deeper understanding and recognition of the behavioural patterns when I see them
Give me some time, we're just getting startedDid you notice I didnt need to go on a multiple page rant when someone commented on what they thought were my motivations and subconscious influences?
(or hopefully not). Maybe after more than a year of this you end up doing so. We've made some minor progress already.Hopefully you will see fit to let this topic go for a while. Else I'll continue to ask you for explanations and questioning your motives and behaviors while passing judgement as you do to others. Particularly now that you've moved on from full denial. Who knows, maybe your psychoanalysis will keep progressing that way, but it will be pretty boring and tiresome to everyone else. So it will be better to avoid that, but it's your choice.I will share my perspectives on my own and others actions as I see fit and I likewise have no issues with others doing the same to me
Brother, this is exactly what all of us are talking about. How many times are you going to beat the same dead horse with me?If you can give me any other examples of how I supposedly "vilify" you aside from providing a perspective that daily DMT use may be a result of a combination of heavy daily cannabis use and trauma that you have shared about, I would be curious as to that.
Take a page from your own book. Maybe pay attention to what and how others have responded to you...but often others can see things that we miss this is also how we can learn.
When we were having these kinds of discussions, I loved talking to you. Then you decided to repeatedly judge me for my use and habits, and you made a habit out of it that you've continued hereAgain, is it 'picking on you when I have engaged in dialogue about experiences that seemingly only you, I and one or two others on here have in common?
.There are two reasons I respond to you. 1. I miss our old interactions, and I hope they can come back one day. 2. Something I need to work though, but with many, in many instances, I feel obligated to respond. But I don't need to respond to you, and I don't have to consider it rude not to respond to you. I think you think I'm insulted or triggered, but you doing this over and over has become a bit humorous to me. So yeah, I still stand by my statements of you picking on me, but it doesn't really do anything to me. Like, you haven't impacted any part of my psychedelic use. However, you contributed to the "multiple page rant," so your stance in that statement falls out beneath youDid you notice I didnt need to go on a multiple page rant when someone commented on what they thought were my motivations and subconscious influences? You see its just water off a ducks back to me and as I said if its beneficial I take it on board, otherwise I leave it.
.Anyway I been thinking about you degenerate pancake mix addiction, now brace yourself I got an opinion coming If ya got any safety equipment , helmets , still toe cap boots , possible a welding mask get them on .
Now , I don't think you should be snorting pancake mix every day , it's disrespectful to the mix man ,
and especially mixing with Alcohol
I may be over stepping the mark but someone had to say something.
Listen if we were talking good organic pure pancake mix , without palm oil ! Then we ant got a problemYou know, this was a hard pill for me to swallow (even harder than pancake drip), but to be honest, I think you may have a point. You’re right that I’ve been mixing it with alcohol (using brandy via neti pot), which has only made matters worse. Because of this habit, I’ve experienced all types of negative consequences, including legal ones (for shoplifting you know what).
In the back of my mind, I’ve considered freebasing the mix to smoke it, instead, but I don’t know if that would be any better. At this point, I’m leaning towards a harm-reduction approach, such that I plan to eat three pancakes a day (one with each meal), and step back from snorting it. However, if I start to feel an overwhelming urge to snort it, I’ll just have a little bump of the mix, as opposed to doing multiple lines of it like I have been.
I can also be better about testing the mix, to make sure that it’s fully organic, like it says on the box, as I don’t want to be inadvertently consuming gmos or worse (seed oils). In the event of unintentional gmo consumption, I have some nasal maple syrup spray on hand (Canadian A+ grade), which anyone who’s involved in these types of activities should always keep for safety purposes.
Listen if we were talking good organic pure pancake mix , without palm oil ! Then we ant got a problem
But we're talking about a degenerate strain of mix , this is the most potent mix in the world , and cannot be taken lightly . You say you got maple syrup and yes it may be Canadian A + but I'm telling ya from my own experience
It doesn't change the facts , I stand by my opinion
Thats good brother I'm glad we worked through it , I speak on behalf of all of nexus when we sayYou’re right, I did start with the pure stuff, but moved on to conventional grade for a stronger effect. I’m coming to the realization that my behaviors and values have been out of alignment, and I have strayed far from the righteous path. From this day forward, I vow to reclaim my dignity while changing my relationship to the mix. Going forward, I will use pancake mix for its intended purpose and sin no more, so help me god and the spirit of the maple tree.
I will share my perspectives on my own and others actions as I see fit and I likewise have no issues with others doing the same to me.