donia said:
ok guys thanks for the quick replies ,I will try getting caapi .To get clear on it ,i wanna rid my subconsious of undersired habits ,social fears,repressed emotions etc.What do u guys think of this type of healing for achieving goals,manifesting and having a better more fullfilling life.thank u.
and can a caapi/rue mix be more effective.
thank you
I suffer from... not mild, but not severe, so medium social phobias. While psychedelics are a great part of my life, it has only helped in one specific way.
My first LSD trip was mild-medium strength and it allowed me to think in a completely different perspective. My 2nd trip was fun but it seemed that the knowledge was perminentally learned and it wasn't too practically introspective. My 3rd was extemely intense and while mystical, not the teaching session the first was. The 4th and 5th were similar, somewhat like minor refresher courses on the first life-lesson class.
SWIM has taken about 45 different psychedelic plants and LSD was the only one he found practically useful for sober life... just his opinion though.
All of the psychedelics can have profound uses in shattering your views on who you are, your freewill, you existence and that it can be altered to a state that you no longer recognize your mind or that you exist. But these are not incredibly useful in sober day-to-day life.
SWIM took syrian rue by itself before and after his pharmahuasca trips, before it felt mild and un-interesting. After it reminded him of parts of the pharma trip and was quite intense and very nostalgic.
While LSD is clearly illegal in most places, there is always a guy who knows a guy who knows a guy. SWIM has only once actually bought LSD, other times his friends just bought a batch and he got a share.
Good luck!