Hello friends,
after some time in this world I came to conclusion. You should seek out life you want, but also go with the flow of things. When opportunity finds you, without you looking for it, I think its cosmos telling you what to do. If you did not look for it yet, it found you, embrace it.
But change is hard.
I work at you could say small culture venue. Basically town hall for weddings, concerts, theater. I am your sound guy, and anything other humans cant do. I didn't look for this job. It found me by itself. I have fun and I do ton of shenanigans. Thing is it doesn't pay enough.
I got an offer, again, I didn't even look for a change. I did not tell anybody I want to change anything. Even though I have been thinking about my future. What I need to do to get better paying job and that it will involve moving somewhere else. For me to find a job I would not be miserable at, I would have to spend some time preparing... getting back to coding... it would take a year, at least, for me to be "job ready". Offer I got is basic IT (my printer doesn't work stuff), which would not require me to prepare like the changes I was thinking about to do. It comes with cheaper housing, which is extremely rare, when moving to bigger city. Its elementary school, I would come to contact with much more women. Might find a wife there, even if not at work... its still rather big place a much more actually thinking humans. Money would be much better. With my current lifestyle, I can save up. I would be closer to other opportunities.
Almost feels like getting something for free. Except, I would be leaving behind people I like, people I care about. Which is not a bad thing, its a sad thing. I cant be throwing my future for others. Grandma is 84, I wont be seeing her few times a week, it would be every few months. Younger brother might take it hard. And so on...
Year is dying, leaves are falling and I am overwhelmed by change. Too much at once, giving up ephemeral things I hold dearest at my life. Knowing I cant hold on to them anymore, and have to let them go willingly. It would not make any sense to fight it. I just need to let go, overcomed by sadness.
Thank you
after some time in this world I came to conclusion. You should seek out life you want, but also go with the flow of things. When opportunity finds you, without you looking for it, I think its cosmos telling you what to do. If you did not look for it yet, it found you, embrace it.
But change is hard.
I work at you could say small culture venue. Basically town hall for weddings, concerts, theater. I am your sound guy, and anything other humans cant do. I didn't look for this job. It found me by itself. I have fun and I do ton of shenanigans. Thing is it doesn't pay enough.
I got an offer, again, I didn't even look for a change. I did not tell anybody I want to change anything. Even though I have been thinking about my future. What I need to do to get better paying job and that it will involve moving somewhere else. For me to find a job I would not be miserable at, I would have to spend some time preparing... getting back to coding... it would take a year, at least, for me to be "job ready". Offer I got is basic IT (my printer doesn't work stuff), which would not require me to prepare like the changes I was thinking about to do. It comes with cheaper housing, which is extremely rare, when moving to bigger city. Its elementary school, I would come to contact with much more women. Might find a wife there, even if not at work... its still rather big place a much more actually thinking humans. Money would be much better. With my current lifestyle, I can save up. I would be closer to other opportunities.
Almost feels like getting something for free. Except, I would be leaving behind people I like, people I care about. Which is not a bad thing, its a sad thing. I cant be throwing my future for others. Grandma is 84, I wont be seeing her few times a week, it would be every few months. Younger brother might take it hard. And so on...
Year is dying, leaves are falling and I am overwhelmed by change. Too much at once, giving up ephemeral things I hold dearest at my life. Knowing I cant hold on to them anymore, and have to let them go willingly. It would not make any sense to fight it. I just need to let go, overcomed by sadness.
Thank you
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University maybe be required for any industries that are tied to the government in some way, or which require strict prerequisites (such as the medical field). I know that EE is mostly employed by the GOV in the United States, and I know that for instance, the psychedelic chemists might often be involved in GOV chemical research as well, but of course there are cool private companies and you could move around the world for a job. 
