Well I am just 18 now and I have been experimenting with dmt and psychedelics for the past 2 years now...Without one successful experience (I've only gotten far enough to see some fractals, and one time I thought I was an alien after smoking DMT.
I feel I can look back now and see what caused me never to have a meaningful experience, and I'm starting to think maybe it's not my incompetence but maybe divine intervention lol. I have high aspirations in life and was hoping psychedelics would increase my drive to get those accomplished. Now I think they could potentially do the opposite too. It's just so unlikely in my mind that everything went the perfect level of wrong to either prevent me from going far or to discourage me from going far for a long enough time that the doors were closed.
I have only 220mg of the best 50/50 changa I have ever made. And I think that if I were to smoke 40 to 60mg I would almost for sure break through. Now that I understand how powerful dmt is, I think maybe I shouldn't break through. I don't really believe in fate, but the way things have happened seem almost impossible to be a coincidence.
Do you think DMT will crush my aspirations to be wealthy, will I be more or less likely to leave my comfort zone and expand my opportunities after a good or bad breakthrough? I'm not sure I should do it if it will change my entire view of what I want my life to be...
I feel I can look back now and see what caused me never to have a meaningful experience, and I'm starting to think maybe it's not my incompetence but maybe divine intervention lol. I have high aspirations in life and was hoping psychedelics would increase my drive to get those accomplished. Now I think they could potentially do the opposite too. It's just so unlikely in my mind that everything went the perfect level of wrong to either prevent me from going far or to discourage me from going far for a long enough time that the doors were closed.
I have only 220mg of the best 50/50 changa I have ever made. And I think that if I were to smoke 40 to 60mg I would almost for sure break through. Now that I understand how powerful dmt is, I think maybe I shouldn't break through. I don't really believe in fate, but the way things have happened seem almost impossible to be a coincidence.
Do you think DMT will crush my aspirations to be wealthy, will I be more or less likely to leave my comfort zone and expand my opportunities after a good or bad breakthrough? I'm not sure I should do it if it will change my entire view of what I want my life to be...