Troubles with amnesia

[drown]

Hello, and thankyou for an help in advance... To start i have already completedmy main extraction which left me with more spice than i will ever personally need in my lifetime, so i have been storing it for a number of years. My original experience with dmt a few years ago left ne with an encounter with an entity that gave me some very solid and direct advice which sadly i shrugged off until the recent year and thinga seem to be going better for me. However i am at a point in my life that i could use the same sort of guidance so i tried to reach the same place again. It has been over a year since i took my last journey and that only took about 20mg to achieve... now i cant breakthrough or better said i cant remember anything once i do.... i have tthe normal fear reaction then calm myself i see the mendala and start to go... then wake up... i have a sense that i was somewhere and learned something but no real recollection of what... i have tried lower doses with either no breakthrough or the same lack of memory. I searched the forum's and couldnt find any sound answer to this.. any suggestions or advice would be appreciated... sorry for spelling or punctuation errors i on my mobile ... yes i tried meditation.... Ii am able to achieve a different state a mind with it but no memory recall

P.s.- i brought up the storage because i wasnt sure if it being a few years old would possibly change it in some way that might effect the lack of memory.

 

[TGO]

Being unable to recall an experience is actually more common than you might think. I think that this is partly due to the strange and vast weirdness attributed to the DMT realm that makes it hard for us to remember anything once we are back on Earth. It is so unlike anything we perceive on a daily basis that it takes practice and patience to be able to recall and remember these experiences properly. While I'm there, I try to take note of at least 3 things because trying to remember it all is impossible.

With practice, recall of the experience becomes easier. Also, finding your "sweet spot" dosage wise is important. Too much will leave a blank space in your memory, IMO. Too little will leave you underwhelmed and curious. If anything, you are not alone in this...

Peace to you!

 

[drown]

Thanks Grateful, ill have to try more delicately with dosage increasing by less than 5mg at a go.... although after some more research i did find a post about a drug interaction between dmt and essentially any amphetamines besides mdma.. although i find that a bit odd the poster claims that while taking amphetamine and dmt they have zero recall of the experience... ironically enough i recently was put back on my prescription to adderall, so now I'm curious if this is the issue. Has anyone else with this prescription had a similar experience? I'm going to have to do some more research on the subject.