I guess all we here use plants and their extracts for personal growth, targeting maybe the spiritual and mystical.
I have been in various religious groups like Santo Daime and UDV, both from Brazil. I came now to the realization that my way is practicing the use of those powerful plants in a solitary, individual way.
There is certainly advantages and disadvantages in each way one uses entheogens, individual or, in groups with a certain setting and background.
From the top of my head i could say that using entheogens in groups gave me courage to explore this realm, because i was chicken to use them alone. Had the advantage to feel more open with persons in general. I do think that there is a certain gathering of collective energies to make change happening in a way, maybe. There is a sense of brotherhood of mankind, that is noble and nice. There is convergence in actions for social awareness.
On the other hand, for me, i see disadvantages, like restrain from being who one is. For instance, there is a lot of stress to impose certain rules. There is openmindness, but not really, because of all the imagery of the history background, be it the founders of the religions or their lore. The entheogen experience is a very personal one, the insights very personal (even when we think they apply to others). So i tend now to see it irrevelant for sharing the experience (verbally and in actions) by being there in person. Sometimes i needed to howl but i couldnt because i needed to sing. Sometimes i needed to just be outside in the wild, but i couldnt because i needed to be at the circle. It is like, i could go much deeper in the 'rabits hole' but i was always pulled back up, this was a let down, because the experience would be much richer.
So in conclusion, i feel like in groups its OK for 'learning' how to navigate those realms. But once one knows reasonably well how to navigate them alone.. then alone it is. Because it gets much deeper and 'meaningfuller', at least for me now.
I would be terribly grateful to know what you think of this and if you had some issues about chosing your way. If you go or went regularly to religious groups mentioned or others, please share your views on the advantages and disadvantages. If you do it alone please share your views on those advantages and disadvantages.
I have been in various religious groups like Santo Daime and UDV, both from Brazil. I came now to the realization that my way is practicing the use of those powerful plants in a solitary, individual way.
There is certainly advantages and disadvantages in each way one uses entheogens, individual or, in groups with a certain setting and background.
From the top of my head i could say that using entheogens in groups gave me courage to explore this realm, because i was chicken to use them alone. Had the advantage to feel more open with persons in general. I do think that there is a certain gathering of collective energies to make change happening in a way, maybe. There is a sense of brotherhood of mankind, that is noble and nice. There is convergence in actions for social awareness.
On the other hand, for me, i see disadvantages, like restrain from being who one is. For instance, there is a lot of stress to impose certain rules. There is openmindness, but not really, because of all the imagery of the history background, be it the founders of the religions or their lore. The entheogen experience is a very personal one, the insights very personal (even when we think they apply to others). So i tend now to see it irrevelant for sharing the experience (verbally and in actions) by being there in person. Sometimes i needed to howl but i couldnt because i needed to sing. Sometimes i needed to just be outside in the wild, but i couldnt because i needed to be at the circle. It is like, i could go much deeper in the 'rabits hole' but i was always pulled back up, this was a let down, because the experience would be much richer.
So in conclusion, i feel like in groups its OK for 'learning' how to navigate those realms. But once one knows reasonably well how to navigate them alone.. then alone it is. Because it gets much deeper and 'meaningfuller', at least for me now.
I would be terribly grateful to know what you think of this and if you had some issues about chosing your way. If you go or went regularly to religious groups mentioned or others, please share your views on the advantages and disadvantages. If you do it alone please share your views on those advantages and disadvantages.
Guuuuuuuuuuuuu(L)Ruuuuuuuuuuuuuuu... is a good defensive/offensive mantra to use daily, against yourself and against others. :thumb_up:
). About the Ayahuasquero, that is so nice to not hold back.