picatris said:
As a personal note I believe I now understand why these formalities are kept. It is not because of tradition or a commandment or whatever. It has to do with the Daime and one's own experience of it, that is better conveyed if the geometry and the energies are properly maintained.
I completely respect your opinion on this, but I must say I disagree.. While I understand where you are coming from, I do not think the rules established by Daime necessarily make the experience better in any way. In the indigenous rituals that I've participated in, there was plenty more freedom (no specificity regarding body position, no need to separate men and women, etc) and I've had some of the most incredible transformative experiences ever, and I know it was the same for the people who were together with me. The freedom didnt interfere in any way, everybody was very respectful and reasonable and the shaman 'centered' all the energies very well (whatever that means), so there was no need for all sorts of rules to make it work.
So again, while I understand where this argument comes from and I think its important to respect the religion if you are taking a part in their ritual, I dont think that objectively the way they organize is in any way better than any other way. Each one to his own, though, I hope you have a wonderful experience when you participate with them
picatris said:
Finally about the potency of the Tea. It is has you said, sometimes it is not so strong, others it is, and the strength of the drink is adequate for the ritual at hand. One thing I'd like to add is the refills. The 2nd (and occasionally 3rd) doses are the strongest. Your MAO system is still inhibited and when you take the 2nd dose, is when things really happen, and the Religious and Gnostic Experience blooms.
Oh yeah thats definitely true! The first dose it can happen that one doesnt feel too much, but be careful being too impatient! The second dose will significantly increase the effects. I remember first time I went to daime, in my 'hubris' and impatience, I took the first dose and didnt feel anything so when time for second dose came, I took two doses instead of one, and oh boy did I get a big big hyperspacial slap for that
teotenakeltje said:
But is it that easy to just continue to believe what you did after such a strong experience as ayahuasca? Could it be that, under the influence one automaticaly integrates parts the SD doctrine in his sub-conscience?
Thats actually a very good question, and its one that I dont really have an answer for.. I would like to know what others who participated in Daime ceremonies think.
Here's what comes to my mind: Any psychedelic experience will open up your consciousness to the environment around you. Daime is an established religion for many decades, so they have developed their rituals and refined their techniques in several ways. Also, there have been some very special people who contributed to their knowledge and to their songs, so you will 'feel' that, you will hear the truths being sang (if you understand...?). Maybe this will impact you, with all the order that they have and how it all seems to flow very well.
I can totally understand that one might feel like "omg, this is it! they really got it!". And of course the more you show you are understanding and appreciating what they do, the more the community will open up to you. They have a very strong community, which is another plus, because the support from others can be really helpful with the integration and all. So with all this in mind, I think I can imagine someone really "converting" to it.
I can only say what happened with me though. You ask if it will change what you believe, but what do you believe in?
The thing with me, is that I dont 'believe' in things. I dont believe that there are spirits that you meet when you take ayahuasca, for example (but neither I believe that they dont exist). I just maintain an open perspective and think that independently of what model you use to explain, it is a very special experience that I can use for my own personal growth and consequently to help others.
Also, I have had my own experiences in other settings and dont think that objectively one is better than the other. I know I can have a very enlightening experience with purified dmt, for example, while that would most likely be frowned upon in Daime (at least officially). Same with lsd or whatever. But who is anybody to tell me whats right or wrong, if im being healthy and balanced and am not hurting anybody, right?
I think all religions are about the same thing, in the end, about these deep experiences and about developing one's inner self and helping the world. So I personally extract (pun not intended

) what I feel is valuable from all of the religions and incorporate in my own life, without having to follow any dogmas or rules, rather just following my own conscience. So in this sense I just cant get 'converted' because I wont 'believe' what others believe, I will always be me, with my critical thinking, with my skeptic side, etc...
Sorry I couldnt give a 'yes' or 'no' answer, I hope what I wrote somehow helps though