When “they” kick you out

[Jennyfromtherock]

I’m no longer welcome in the realm.. I knew it the last time I did it.. but my stubborn ass chose to do it again .. because I don t really understand why I’m not welcome anymore to congregate.
I am confirming.. when they dismiss you they mean it.. you’re mindset doesn’t matter… makes me wonder why. I took one hit and it was bleak, motionless and kinda ugly.. I wasn’t afraid but for a minute I thought I was going to view the world forever like it was for that short time .. but now I know for sure that my journey with DMT has ended but my travels along way will always be treasured.

 

[Nydex]

I'm sorry to hear that. What experiences led to you feeling kicked out? Did you have a series of negative trips up to this point? Did you go in your recent experiences with an unsuitable mindset or intentions? Or was it, as far as you can tell, unwarranted or seemingly "random"?

 

[TransistorBass]

I'm not going as deep as some people but I've been doing fairly extended low dose sessions, after a certain point the colourful visuals turn to beautiful blacks and greys with all the same patterns but on a very subtle colour palette, I then get a burst or release of colour when I either have a personal realisation or an outpouring of emotion. (These are mostly my Harmalas+NN DMT sessions)

Maybe you need a bit of a release??