DisEmboDied
Rising Star
This will be controversial, and I do understand why, but I think that everybody in the world who is alive, who has been alive, and who will live should have at least 1 psychedelic experience of some sort, though not necessarily through DMT. I have only every had 2 bad trips, out of more than a hundred, both with DMT (the whole - "Oh shit!, I have done it this time, I have accidentally killed myself" thing). The reason why I say this is that even the bad or "negative" experiences teaches us volumes. I realized through time that the 2 bad trips I had were extremely beneficial, they taught me how to "let go". I was holding on and trying to control the circumstances of the higher-dimensional informational avalanches without success. It taught me that ultimately reality and circumstance cannot be controlled or mastered no matter how hard we try. All we can possibly do is respond as creatively as possible to circumstantial chance events as they occur. I no longer have excessive anxiety, something with which I have lived with all my life - I have learned to 'let go'. Combining Alan Watts with these experiences really put the icing on the cake. Afterwards, after encountering fear and threat with DMT, as soon as I refused that interpretation of reality, all became beauty and light in an instant, like a switch had been flipped. Studying a bit of the "Tibetan Book of the Dead" also helped with this.
But, it is definitely true that having DMT experiences can be a burden, you will never get over it. Some say that the experiences are like a dream and that you forget them in minutes or seconds. That is not true for me. I can bring up any one of my 100 experiences if I try and think about it, which I do all day it seems. I am a very busy man, but DMT can be the ultimate distraction from here and now and the 3-dimensional "meat-bodies" that accompany our dimension.
I wonder sometimes if it was ever a good idea to begin with.
For me though, I think it was and is anyway. I want to experience all I can and not live in shadows while I am here.
I just wish I knew for sure whether or not those experiences are simply a grand hallucination, or are really occurring outside of myself. Either way they are beneficial. It is the way I go to church.
Possessing this 'secret knowledge' of having been on 'the other side', while probably 99% of the rest of the world's population has not, can also be a bit burdensome as well when you want to compare your sanity to others in the usual population around you.
Peace.
But, it is definitely true that having DMT experiences can be a burden, you will never get over it. Some say that the experiences are like a dream and that you forget them in minutes or seconds. That is not true for me. I can bring up any one of my 100 experiences if I try and think about it, which I do all day it seems. I am a very busy man, but DMT can be the ultimate distraction from here and now and the 3-dimensional "meat-bodies" that accompany our dimension.
I wonder sometimes if it was ever a good idea to begin with.
For me though, I think it was and is anyway. I want to experience all I can and not live in shadows while I am here.
I just wish I knew for sure whether or not those experiences are simply a grand hallucination, or are really occurring outside of myself. Either way they are beneficial. It is the way I go to church.
Possessing this 'secret knowledge' of having been on 'the other side', while probably 99% of the rest of the world's population has not, can also be a bit burdensome as well when you want to compare your sanity to others in the usual population around you.
Peace.