In all likelihood, it will probably bring a boatload of new questions...Yumi said:Im hoping that maybe alot of my personal questions can be answered.
In all likelihood, it will probably bring a boatload of new questions...Yumi said:Im hoping that maybe alot of my personal questions can be answered.
SnozzleBerry said:In all likelihood, it will probably bring a boatload of new questions...Yumi said:Im hoping that maybe alot of my personal questions can be answered.
KillaNoodles said:Regrettably, the psychedelic experience always leaves one with more questions than answers. Any "answers" are mere presuppositions formulated to match the experience - to categorize it neatly. If anything, "answers" are a defense mechanism. Sadly, this defense mechanism encourages subsequent, even addictive use of psychedelic drugs. Many feel they've got to keep heading back there to get "more answers". For me, this is the psychedelic equivalent of chasing the dragon. Those in pursuit of knowledge are doomed never to find what they seek, yet may foolishly preach that they have indeed found something worth seeking. It's an endless loop... and these unfortunate few depart the social Rat Race only to join one of another kind. Be careful out there, all.
KillaNoodles said:Regrettably, the psychedelic experience always leaves one with more questions than answers. Any "answers" are mere presuppositions formulated to match the experience - to categorize it neatly. If anything, "answers" are a defense mechanism. Sadly, this defense mechanism encourages subsequent, even addictive use of psychedelic drugs. Many feel they've got to keep heading back there to get "more answers". For me, this is the psychedelic equivalent of chasing the dragon. Those in pursuit of knowledge are doomed never to find what they seek, yet may foolishly preach that they have indeed found something worth seeking. It's an endless loop... and these unfortunate few depart the social Rat Race only to join one of another kind. Be careful out there, all.
Tattvamasi said:I like this thread alot. Not so much because of the idea that you 'shouldn't' smoke DMT, but what i've seen in this thread is what is, imo, the heart of the DMT experience, the meat and potatoes (these existentially obliterating/challenging experiences).
Im not saying that there 'is' some center to DMT necessarily, just that these overwhelmingly intense experiences, the experiences where you quickly realize that what you've plunged yourself into, is something far far beyond what you could ever hope to linguistically articulate or put ideals to - these experiences are where it's at, ime.
DMT (or tryptamines in general) is unfathomably powerful when dosed sufficiently and quickly. I've found that there's something to be said for taking an entire breakthrough dosage in one inhalation, versus 2 or 3, it is very very different. Not that the latter can't be powerful and life-affirming (it obviously can/is), but ime, clearing a good sized dose in one go leaves very little in the way of preparedness or time to get situated. 4-5 seconds and you are completely, 110% THERE, very little if any buildup, it's nearly instantaneous. These experiences are what had sealed the deal for me. One of these is enough for a lifetime imo.
Those types of experiences ime leave no question, but an intense knowing and understanding that effortlessly transcends the monkey mind, and is only apprehendable through direct-experience. Some(many?) here know what im talking about. Not that this direct knowing isn't perceptible in the lesser intensities of the DMT experience, but on the bigger ones it becomes front and center, pounding you over and over, in which you become lucidly cognizant to the highest degree of the matter at hand. Unquestionable gnosis.
sparkedminds said:Nice thread As a newbie around here and new to the forum I've got to say at the beginning of it I was starting to dout if I should continue my exploration.
This wasn't because I feared discovering this life is not all there is infact I pray to myself that it isn't. It was the notion of Demonic gory horrific in that sense experiences because I'm a soft human and not overly fond of horror movies and pain relishing demons. Which is a propect I seemed to pick up
However as I continued to read through I reminded myself of how I got here and what my state of mind is/has been in for a long time now.
Let me continue by explaining my mind and would view since my late teens when I first discovered the world of magic mushrooms.
At 19 I had some intense mushroom trips that opened my mind of possibilities and gave me the clarity to see the world as an overview, my life as an overview and connectivity to everything.
With this experience came a ego death and life path changing consequences. It was all too much
I saw and still see humanity as a species enslaved by self sustaining prisons set in place and manipulated by those in power and further self sustained by warped world views and understanding in what the purpose of life is.
And just like a constitutionalised inmate being released into the "free world" I suppressed it/rationalised the truth to be lies and put myself back in that metaphorical prison with everyone els I knew. It took years but I did it atleast I can say I've been on the fence alot and always filled with an emptiness or feeling I'm denying my own destiny.
I developed a disgust at my species as I looked around and saw what we are doing to our world, each other and ourselves. At one point quite recently I maintained the attitude that if presented with a button to wipe out 2/3 population world wide with no discrimination to myself or my loved ones I would press it to save the planet
I was always confused with the reality that everyone I knew was good. How can it be so bad?
I decided something was up and resparked my love of history. Having loved and studied it in school I had no dout to think what I had been taught could have been incorrect. I found I was wrong I found the very high possibilities of human life being taken to brink of ecstinction over and over effecting our ability to learn and know our connection to everything els as we are a species with amnesia as Graham Hancock has said.
Now I don't present this as fact only as my own opinion based on evidence I've seen and my own critical thinking. However one cannot deny the possibility
So this lead me to discovering links between psychedelics and our evolution aa spiritual and creative beings. Mushrooms and Dmt being key. Immediately I resparked my love for shrooms and the thing I decided long ago that.
The planet is alive or connected to everything in that sense, Mushrooms, psychedelics of all kinds our manufacturered and designed or Co evolved with us to create an effect.
The effect of healing, they are the EARTHS ANTIODOTE to our poisoned destructive minds and ways of life.
Even many DMT containing plants behave like weeds and grow after an area has been disturbed. Almost like nature saying" wtf u destroy my eco system for now take This instead, that will sort u out"
If you think about what they do its hard to deny for me and how they changed my outlook.
Even still mushrooms always felt like all they showed me was there is more amd perhaps another dimension just showed me there was a door out there I judt have to look
And so this reasurch led me to DMT I really didn't know much about it, I was told about it before but I was scared off as someone told me it's harvested when you die and is pure dream of nightmare drug that will fuck u up royally. Didn't look anymore into it before
Now I'm rapidly taking in as much as I can, have made it from one of the tens. broke through to like a lvl 1 perhaps I don't know but I've been toying in the sub lvl gaining my feet after my first 30mg 1 lung full.
I feel like where I knew there was more to life to explore now I've found that something els!
I wish I found it sooner so I could structure my life early on around it
Not only that I've been spreading the word where I can I always give it with the warning and use examples like in thus thread how it may not be easy to deal with and very scary.
I really struggle with the notion it should be advised against or outright kept secret to mosst.
In my outlook on life blowing people's minds open if they like it or not is much better than hitting that species wide ecstinction button and in this world where we're destroying the lungs of our planet to eat beef, enslaving ourselves and use 3Rd world to support our warped comsuming world view. Getting into debt and existing only to consume, amass resources or existing to fund this model by trading our time on this planet though debt for things we are told we need.
Fuck Me cab you imagine if the entire plannet took a step back and all smoked some breakthrough lvl DMT? considering where we are currently headed I can see onlly start of positive change.
So I'm still learning but that's my current view on the substance am I wrong to be experimenting with it and spreading knowledge that it even exists?
(All written from smart phone so auto corrections possible)
Enoon said:I think lots of people that feel they are having positive and eye opening effects from psychedelics go through this thought process - if only we could show everyone... they would all change. For the better. For sure.
Unfortunately even we ourselves are slow to change, even after so called life changing trips or events. Old habits die hard and often our new ways are just as detrimental as the old ones were, just in a different way. So, even if everyone were to have an ego-death or a mystical experience, it might not result in such a drastic change as one might hope.
On the other hand I think a lot of us who have great or beneficial experiences with psychedelics were simply in the right state of mind at the right time to accept change. That doesn't mean that it wasn't difficult or that there was no resistance... but the psychedelics gave us just enough momentum to overcome and to become something new. In other cases that just doesn't happen. Some people (and some times those people are you and I) can take psychedelics and no matter what the dose or substance or the experience, it just does not get them/us anywhere.
I've found myself staring at walls that would not be broken down by psychedelics, at least not by them alone. Sometimes the path is long and there is lots of work to do before you can break through these inner barriers. Sometimes you are not even aware of them. Sometimes psychedelics can show you, sometimes they won't.
In summary, I don't think they are an overall solution to the collective mental problems our society faces. Our problems are very complex. I believe psychedelics can be used in certain instances for beneficial purposes, but not all people will respond to them in the same way and not everyone will turn into an altruistic, loving and intelligent being, just because they took them.
I see your points well and agree with alot,Enoon said:I think lots of people that feel they are having positive and eye opening effects from psychedelics go through this thought process - if only we could show everyone... they would all change. For the better. For sure.
Unfortunately even we ourselves are slow to change, even after so called life changing trips or events. Old habits die hard and often our new ways are just as detrimental as the old ones were, just in a different way. So, even if everyone were to have an ego-death or a mystical experience, it might not result in such a drastic change as one might hope.
On the other hand I think a lot of us who have great or beneficial experiences with psychedelics were simply in the right state of mind at the right time to accept change. That doesn't mean that it wasn't difficult or that there was no resistance... but the psychedelics gave us just enough momentum to overcome and to become something new. In other cases that just doesn't happen. Some people (and some times those people are you and I) can take psychedelics and no matter what the dose or substance or the experience, it just does not get them/us anywhere.
I've found myself staring at walls that would not be broken down by psychedelics, at least not by them alone. Sometimes the path is long and there is lots of work to do before you can break through these inner barriers. Sometimes you are not even aware of them. Sometimes psychedelics can show you, sometimes they won't.
In summary, I don't think they are an overall solution to the collective mental problems our society faces. Our problems are very complex. I believe psychedelics can be used in certain instances for beneficial purposes, but not all people will respond to them in the same way and not everyone will turn into an altruistic, loving and intelligent being, just because they took them.
residualz said:This is a very important piece of advice that everyone entering this dimension should consider.