jamie said:
^how does one smoke while already in a full breakthrough? Somehow I feel like you are exagerating a bit..or maybe you have never had a true breakthrough? You are not gunna be picking up a pipe to smoke more DMT while you have broken through.
I can assure you that there is no need to exaggerate. Way back some years ago I started a thread to inquire regarding this. On that, you can check my post history. In fact, I encourage, no, I request, that you do check my post history. In fact, please begin with a more recent post made by our mutual friend The Traveler
Dose, what is the largest recommended - Welcome discussion - Welcome to the DMT-Nexus. I just do not want to go down that road that leads in a negative direction whereby a question is asked, and then the question is answered openly and honestly, and then the answer is refuted and denied. I also do not want to be involved in such a discussion that escalates to the point that The Traveler feels he needs to intercede. So I will answer this one last question regarding this subject and I will bow out and say nothing more on the subject.
I'm not saying that it always happens but it does happen often. Especially on my long Journeys. Sometimes when my mind has 'left my body' and I am off somewhere else in the multi-verse or in some wormhole traveling from one universe to another, my body seems to go into a trance like state and becomes very methodical. It(I), my body, becomes very mechanical moving in a precise repetitive pattern in which I load the pipe, put flame to it and smoke it, pause, and go through it again repeatedly.
Basically, I do not know the precise 'how' or 'why'. I only know that it happens. The reason I know, without a doubt, that it happens is because a number of years back, I noticed that when I began a Spice Journey I would have a fair amount DMT and harmaloid freebase in my Pyrex dish but several hours later when I came out of my Journey large amounts were gone. I considered the possibility that I was dumping it but I didn't find a mess anywhere. I even considered the possibility that I was putting it somewhere and hiding it from myself. Since I could never find it, I decided to set up a camera and film myself. That was when I discovered that I just smoked it.
universecannon said:
not to mention taking pharma 2-3 times within a 6 hour period, along with repeated smoked breakthroughs throughout, would probably incapacitate me for a solid day. Pharma alone can last around 12 hours at times
As for pharmahuasca, for me, it lasts 2 to 3 hours and that's about it. I believe this is because I have a relatively fast metabolism. I can eat corn and I will shit kernels within 4 hours sometimes. It's not difficult for me to dose pharma multiple times while I'm still very huasca-intoxicated but not in the middle of a break wave.
This is all the more I can really say of this. I assure you that this is in no way an exaggeration or embellishment. I am not looking for attention or trying to set myself apart in any way. And in fact, I would rather not have the attention because it can be quite exhausting defending myself. I mean no disrespect to you, or anyone else, but I don't feel I should have to defend myself. I also realize that sometimes I bring this on myself because I genuinely feel the need to answer the questions asked of me as honestly as possible. Additionally, I understand that the types of members and the general attitudes on the Nexus are quite different than they were 5 or so years ago and I just wish to be tolerant of this fact. So, again, no disrespect intended, you can take me at my word or you can disbelieve me. I am alright with either, I just don't want to discuss or hear any more on it.
May you find the light and may the light guide you.
