Ra-Horakhty
Esteemed member
Hello,
I've been taking Syrian Rue Tea for a week as a preparation for Syrian Rue + Mimosa Hostilis.
My first dose of Syrian Rue was 3.14g of whole seeds decocted three times with 150ml of water (3x30 minutes), I collected each decoction and mixed them together before reducing it to around 250ml.
I drank the tea and loved the bitter taste, I layed down waiting for the effect, and was mindblown by the strength of it, I felt deeply relaxed during the first hour.
I started having closed eyes visuals as well as emotions coming back to the surface as well as a deep feeling of forgiveness and compassion to myself and people I know.
I suddenly felt a strong urge to purge, I got up from the bed, was dizzy, I couldn't walk straight to the toilet, that's when I realized that I underestimated the plant, I started vomiting, for me it was similar to when I was purging with phenethylamines like mescaline, methallylescaline, 2c-b and 2c-e. Nothing was coming out, however I felt like I was purging the emotions I was feeling earlier. Then at the end I purged some bile and got back to my bed.
I starting feeling overstimulated in the front of my brain, that's when I realised that I took too much, my blood pressure also raised a lot.
The crazy thing is that I felt somehow connected to the same space of when I take psychedelics, it's the first time I experienced strong closed eyes visuals, way more than with psychedelics like mushrooms or LSD, I also was able to listen to any music I wanted in my head.
However things got dark very fast especially because my blood pressure raised a lot, I couldn't move or talk, I started having racing negatives thoughts as well as suicidal ideations but just kept observing without judgement. It lasted for a total of 6-7h, the stimulation took 24h to go away.
At that time I was like : ok, I underestimated the plant let's go slower.
For the next days I took only 1g, I still felt the uncomfortable stimulation but after 3 days it stopped, when It stopped, I then took the 1g of Syrian Rue with 3g of Mimosa Hostilis. I barely felt anything from the Mimosa and was kind of disappointed, because the Mimosa irritated my gut so much during the two followint days.
I concluded that I had to give Syrian Rue a little bit more time, respect and attention, I increased the dosage to 1.5g, it felt a little bit strong but no purging.
That's when I realised during the 1.5g that Syrian Rue was the receptacle and Mimosa the fuel, with Syrian Rue, I became aware of the energy blockages in my body, but couldn't release them, that's when I also realised the importance of Mimosa. If I had to compare them it would be like the dance between the masculine and feminine principle, one is getting things to the surface while the other is transmuting them.
I'll up slowly the dosage of Syrian Rue from 1.5g to 2.5g before attempting to take it with 5g of Mimosa Hostilis, my intention is to face and transmute everything that is blocking internally.
Thanks for reading ❤
I've been taking Syrian Rue Tea for a week as a preparation for Syrian Rue + Mimosa Hostilis.
My first dose of Syrian Rue was 3.14g of whole seeds decocted three times with 150ml of water (3x30 minutes), I collected each decoction and mixed them together before reducing it to around 250ml.
I drank the tea and loved the bitter taste, I layed down waiting for the effect, and was mindblown by the strength of it, I felt deeply relaxed during the first hour.
I started having closed eyes visuals as well as emotions coming back to the surface as well as a deep feeling of forgiveness and compassion to myself and people I know.
I suddenly felt a strong urge to purge, I got up from the bed, was dizzy, I couldn't walk straight to the toilet, that's when I realized that I underestimated the plant, I started vomiting, for me it was similar to when I was purging with phenethylamines like mescaline, methallylescaline, 2c-b and 2c-e. Nothing was coming out, however I felt like I was purging the emotions I was feeling earlier. Then at the end I purged some bile and got back to my bed.
I starting feeling overstimulated in the front of my brain, that's when I realised that I took too much, my blood pressure also raised a lot.
The crazy thing is that I felt somehow connected to the same space of when I take psychedelics, it's the first time I experienced strong closed eyes visuals, way more than with psychedelics like mushrooms or LSD, I also was able to listen to any music I wanted in my head.
However things got dark very fast especially because my blood pressure raised a lot, I couldn't move or talk, I started having racing negatives thoughts as well as suicidal ideations but just kept observing without judgement. It lasted for a total of 6-7h, the stimulation took 24h to go away.
At that time I was like : ok, I underestimated the plant let's go slower.
For the next days I took only 1g, I still felt the uncomfortable stimulation but after 3 days it stopped, when It stopped, I then took the 1g of Syrian Rue with 3g of Mimosa Hostilis. I barely felt anything from the Mimosa and was kind of disappointed, because the Mimosa irritated my gut so much during the two followint days.
I concluded that I had to give Syrian Rue a little bit more time, respect and attention, I increased the dosage to 1.5g, it felt a little bit strong but no purging.
That's when I realised during the 1.5g that Syrian Rue was the receptacle and Mimosa the fuel, with Syrian Rue, I became aware of the energy blockages in my body, but couldn't release them, that's when I also realised the importance of Mimosa. If I had to compare them it would be like the dance between the masculine and feminine principle, one is getting things to the surface while the other is transmuting them.
I'll up slowly the dosage of Syrian Rue from 1.5g to 2.5g before attempting to take it with 5g of Mimosa Hostilis, my intention is to face and transmute everything that is blocking internally.
Thanks for reading ❤
