15mg BREAKTHROUGH [Just now]

[anrchy]

Ok so I dont know where to start. So much info in such a short amount of time but THIS TIME I took it all back with me.

To start I am posting this HERE so more people get a chance to read/reply to this. This might get long I am not sure yet.

I just had a breakthrough dose on 15mg. It was even less intentional then my last breakthrough which was also my first breakthrough and ALSO unintentional. This was the most emotional and amazing experience MY MIND has ever been priviliged to experience.

So I am helping a friend work his way into DMT, and decided to have a light dose to calm down my anxiety. He decided to have music playing while he was in. He took 14mg and it was a very light experience. So I decided to try music and lean back on my couch instead of my traditional setting, which is laying on my bed with no music, while listening to Deadmau5 - Strobe.

ALL other times I have been hesitant to use music, BUT NOT ANYMORE! AND this song is now imprinted with the emotional experience I Just had. So a breif explanation:

I ended up closing my eyes, it just kind of happened I originally had intent to keep them open. So when I did close my eyes I started getting pretty strong visuals, it started to my right which was where the highest volume of music was coming from the speaker next to me. The music wasnt very loud at all, actually pretty quiet, just right.

Since my intent had been to have a light experience, which all doses of 15mg have been in the past, I kind of pulled out unknowing to me what was actually happening. Eventually I decided just to go with it and see what happens. Thats when I lost all sensation of my body. Yet i didnt know it. The visuals were amazing, the feeling of love was so overpowering that I started crying and didnt realize it until I came too. The music was a part of my soul and I was a part of the music.

When I opened my eyes it was still strong, but because of my initial intent of having a light dose experience it was confusing. THEN I realized what had happened and that I was crying slightly, that I had just had a breakthrough, and THEN THIS HAPPENED:

Information about positive and negative energy started POURING into my mind and I started telling my friend the realizations I was coming to. That all is within us. Everything we need to know about love and hate, right and wrong, sadness and happiness, is engrained inside of us.

The fight of good vs evil is inside of us all, the forgiveness that the bible speaks of can atleast relate to our own inner feelings. You have to forgive YOURSELF. You have to know that Love will triumph over evil. The battle is inside each one of us and the answer is inside all of us. We have regrets sometimes, and kick ourselves when we make mistakes or use pour decision making skills.

Theres more but its all too much to type right now. I feel so good right now. And at the same time I have sadness for all the negative energy that everyone battles against all day. And most people dont even see it as a battle, a war that can be won, if you just forgive yourself!

I love you guys, oh BTW, 15mg breakthrough with a meth pipe bong??? Seriously? Do breakthroughs become easier? Because this was almost too easy, I thought it was night time and that I was laying in my bed and when my eyes opened I saw light and was like WTF? It's daytime? It's daytime!

 

[cyb]

Blimey....was that with the good white stuff?

 

[anrchy]

yes sir, I'm getting pretty good with conduction too. I highly recommend anyone who is using conduction to vape their spice, "use a GOOD torch". I still want to get a GVG but you know what, this thing is working really good. And having a bong chamber I think adds to it. I actually am very curious now how well it would work with a classic GVG top on the bong stem.

This was a completely EFFORTLESS breakthrough, It felt so smooth and natural. I just kind of slipped off into the nothingness...

 

[Soy sauce]

That sounds.. simply amazing anrchy!

The amount of information one can get.. is sometimes just, overwhelming. And, 15MGS?! You lucky dog you.. I have to use around 30.. and that's if I'm feeling real good about it. I think my vaping technique needs a little work, but, trial and error's the only way!

I bet you were glad your friend was over for that one. :d. Just to be able to see the awesome powers this stuff has.

 

[anrchy]

ya it was nice having someone to be able to express the emotions out loud to and so he can see that amazing stuff does come from it.

When it comes to conservation and getting the most out of each spec of spice, scales and perfect vaping technique are a must. I can't lie, its takin some trial and error, but I can def now say that I am capable of efficiently vaping spice with an inefficient method.

Both breakthroughs that I have had are surprise breakthroughs, I hope they all end up like that. Simply so mind boggling to come back to your body and piece together that you had just left. HAHAHAHA

 

[3rdI]

All hail the white and fluffy:shock: :surprised :d

 

[anrchy]

 

[acacian]

glad it was a good one anrchy i liked what you said about the fight of good and evil being inside of us. I agree with this and i see personal development as a crucial way of overcoming the hurt and misery in the world today. hope ya keep feeling good! I've been shying away from breaking through again for the past few months until the last week where i've felt the "dmt language" going through my head.. helping me remember the feeling and giving a strong invitation into the hyperspace. I think i will take the plunge tomorrow. Last time was so beautiful.. but it seems the longer i don't smoke for the easier it is to forget that and the more nervous I become.

 

[anrchy]

glad it was a good one anrchy i liked what you said about the fight of good and evil being inside of us. I agree with this and i see personal development as a crucial way of overcoming the hurt and misery in the world today. hope ya keep feeling good! I've been shying away from breaking through again for the past few months until the last week where i've felt the "dmt language" going through my head.. helping me remember the feeling and giving a strong invitation into the hyperspace. I think i will take the plunge tomorrow. Last time was so beautiful.. but it seems the longer i don't smoke for the easier it is to forget that and the more nervous I become.

I agree. Every time I take a break from DMT out of anxiety, when I do finally do it I am more nervous than usual, but then I get that "Oh Ya!" feeling afterwards and remember how amazing it is again.

It's crazy how thoughts of self improvement and understanding just "flood" in to my head. I have learned so much in so little time, just from using DMT.

With the anxiety, it helps to have a friend dose first or encourage you to dose, but ultimately you just have to say "F**k IT" and dive in.

 

[SWIMfriend]

It just proves again what so many have said: Mental state is every bit as important as the psychedelic; the proof is that breakthroughs can happen on a lower dose if you're "open enough" for them to happen.

 

[AfroHorror]

It is in you Often resonates.
The struggle is in you and that is the Greater Jihad.
DMT can teach so much... it's almost forceful the way everything becomes so clear.
The world just seems to have to many things distracting us from finding this inner peace.
God is within everyone and everything. Existence can be incredibly beautiful but we all need to come together and be one. There is so much power i believe i myself have cried during a trip or 2 through the veil.

I've never truly measured my doses. It's awesome to read that yo made it through with such a low measured dose.

 

[Sky Motion]

Sometimes I breakthrough on 20, other times 30 doesn't even do the trick..too many variables to consider when it comes to breaking through although it is obvious that it is not all about dosage.

If you're objective was to have a "light experience" then why were you smoking DMT anyways?

 

[anrchy]

Sometimes I breakthrough on 20, other times 30 doesn't even do the trick..too many variables to consider when it comes to breaking through although it is obvious that it is not all about dosage.

If you're objective was to have a "light experience" then why were you smoking DMT anyways?

Because my anxiety often keeps me from taking the larger doses. By taking 12-15mg I can ride the afterglow and have an easier time talking myself into the larger doses. Although this was the idea before as well, and many other times, but the last time I did this I decided to do a 20mg dose to ease my way up to a 30mg for a breakthrough, but the 20 turned into the breakthrough.

12mg - 15mg doses are usually extremely light and easier to manage. I dont usually get much as far as visuals go and the body load is no where near as intense, but when you breakthrough that all changes, this breakthrough felt more like a 25, was more intense as far as visuals go for my 20mg breakthrough.

DMT isnt always "super intense" you can have the light doses and focus on the physical sensations, they are always different on lower doses, and often times the migrate to specific parts of your body. Like just your face, or your face and chest ect.

I find it interesting to observe the body high and get to know it better. It's basically your energy/soul/spirit detaching from your body. Atleast thats what it seems like.

Oh and BTW I meant light experience as far as DMT experiences go.

 

[Sky Motion]

Sometimes I breakthrough on 20, other times 30 doesn't even do the trick..too many variables to consider when it comes to breaking through although it is obvious that it is not all about dosage.

If you're objective was to have a "light experience" then why were you smoking DMT anyways?

Because my anxiety often keeps me from taking the larger doses. By taking 12-15mg I can ride the afterglow and have an easier time talking myself into the larger doses. Although this was the idea before as well, and many other times, but the last time I did this I decided to do a 20mg dose to ease my way up to a 30mg for a breakthrough, but the 20 turned into the breakthrough.

12mg - 15mg doses are usually extremely light and easier to manage. I dont usually get much as far as visuals go and the body load is no where near as intense, but when you breakthrough that all changes, this breakthrough felt more like a 25, was more intense as far as visuals go for my 20mg breakthrough.

DMT isnt always "super intense" you can have the light doses and focus on the physical sensations, they are always different on lower doses, and often times the migrate to specific parts of your body. Like just your face, or your face and chest ect.

I find it interesting to observe the body high and get to know it better. It's basically your energy/soul/spirit detaching from your body. Atleast thats what it seems like.

Oh and BTW I meant light experience as far as DMT experiences go.

Thanks for the clarification on all fronts anrchy. As far as my dosage goes I will have entity contact & intense experiences off of 7-15 so I didn't know how you're sensitivity was to the molecule. I guess 5mg would give me a lighter experience but I feel like that's to small to even bother *__*

I am the same on the whole smoke a lighter dose to get courage to load a bigger dose as well.

 

[GoodApollo]

Great write up Anarchy. My first breakthrough experience was also accidental with a small amount of spice. I've tried to recreate this but to no success. Now I find that it takes about 50mg for me.

Keep the reports coming.

Peace

 

[Botanical Bliss]

Reading your report reminds me of an old Cherokee saying, one that I was actually just telling two friends about last night when my one friend was telling about his schizophrenia, I felt like it might help him.

An old Cherokee is teaching his grandson about life. "A fight is going on inside me," he said to the boy.

"It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves. One is evil - he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego." He continued, "The other is good - he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith. The same fight is going on inside you - and inside every other person, too."

The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather, "Which wolf will win?"

The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

 

[anrchy]

^ I've heard that before somewhere. Awesome for sure totally makes sense.

Goodapollo: what's your smoking method? With efficient smoking methods 50 mg can be blackout.

 

[Vodsel]

Happy for you, anrchy The first time I tried the fluffy white stuff was pure bliss too, even if I did not receive any explicit message because my Cheshire cat smile was probably blocking my ears.

Enjoy that positive upwards spiral!