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a complex idealization; it's complicated.

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alex mowry

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So, i have this ideal. not idea. not idealization. no. "ideal" which i think means an idea you wanna mess around with and "hack".
this video and the fact that i added the word "hack" makes me happy. i'm kinda being weird as i type this and am filled with a physical energy and motivation for satisfyingly what i hope will be hard work on creating something totally awesome! so in other words i'm doing a weird dance as i type and occasionally and impulsively flailing my hands happily for no apparent reason.

anyway; my ideal is to take creativity/innovation and push it into a mathematical formula that can be shared quickly and efficiently; but i can't do it on my own; so someone needs to one-up me; kay?. anyways, to test this ideal i'm going to incorporate it with my ayahuasca preperation and co-harmonize other mediums of defining this word "ideal" even further as i search farther for my new beginning. speakings of new beginnings

now; i found this nack for hacking creativity and innovation through taking a notebook and drawing out a graph on lined notebook paper. the notebook would be the focal point of what i am trying to stumble upon randomly/study (creative ideals) and how i can build the end result. basically i'd start by making a mathmatical expression; perhaps a numberline, an imperfect circle (which i may or may not shade into something else later like a bubble) or something mathematical.

then i would take this mathematical doodle and see what i could do with it in relation to the rest of the lined page (i created a REALLY badass numberline that looked more like a gigantic electrical generator with nobs and bolts of electrical current connecting and bouncing off said nobs). i'd also use the lines to help keep my pencil marks organized. so far; discovering this hidden treasure trove of creatively creating mathematical equations of which my brain personally is able to understand through "hacking" around with this here notebook; i have achieved a sense that i must be a badass. (just kidding by the way; i rather enjoy false cockiness in the terms of humor)

so... now i'm kind of like "well... what else can i hack?" and i look at the difference between lined paper, non lined paper, and really just the subtle and not so subtle differences in the result of your labors that you will create through carefully selecting what tools/mediums to work with and then comes the fun part; learning how to use them to the point that you've mastered a random skill you thought you never had in you; maybe like *cough, cough* creating DMT-nexus posts? idk, we'll see what happens 😁 8) :twisted: .

so; as i keep up this creative ideal i have for hacking ordinary objects used by creative people; i wonder how easy it may or may not be in the following days for me to get my creative rythm accomplished and i wonder whether or not i may or may not be able to keep it hungry enough for more and more and more until it learns how to "flow" smoothly. also; this crap, writting this post; its so entertaining and i realize how easily entertained a person is when they do enjoy the act of trying to do stuff.

idk about you guys; but just the subliminal impact of discovering something taken for granted by lined paper has seriously put some piss and vinegar in my pepped up step. so with all said and done; i'ma keep yall updated on my creative learning process and maybe even some works i'll be working on; like say my ideal for my first ayahuasca experience and how i wish to write three conjoined trip reports; "the prep report", "the experience report", and finally "the integration report".

for now; i bid thou adieu; ciao! :d
 
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