I will for sure have to participate because it was this MANTIS introduction back into psychedelics (LSD) after probably a decade of not seeking mushrooms, LSD, or any tripping (because of an addiction to opioids), because I believe I was afraid I would have a horrible experience..also when you are addicted you don't really have the funds for anything else besides the drug of choice that holds you down and basically is keeping you sick.
This is why I am in the position of feeling that the praying mantis meaning me be leaning towards:
Health/Growth and courage/change
I barely had any nightly dreams, and I mean zero, while having addiction to opioids, so the night I layed in bed while on lsd and somehow I was unconscious, yet concious of this other realm or place with this Praying Mantis in my face, on my head yet in front of me.
The other reason I lean towards this opinion is because I was purposely at this point in my life - dosing psychedelics while going through withdrawals to face my demons..I guess, and has worked tremendously.
This is why I am in the position of feeling that the praying mantis meaning me be leaning towards:
Health/Growth and courage/change
I barely had any nightly dreams, and I mean zero, while having addiction to opioids, so the night I layed in bed while on lsd and somehow I was unconscious, yet concious of this other realm or place with this Praying Mantis in my face, on my head yet in front of me.
The other reason I lean towards this opinion is because I was purposely at this point in my life - dosing psychedelics while going through withdrawals to face my demons..I guess, and has worked tremendously.