Certainly! I find that to be an honor! Thank you 
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Voidmatrix said:Certainly! I find that to be an honor! Thank you
One love
finding a better space and or waiting for one to emerge may be better for you in the long run. Like Nydex said, a negative DMT experience can be quite literally traumatic. null24 said:Welcome to the nexus. Every and anything that follows is out of love. Not meant to discourage you but to encourage that you get the most you can out of this strange and amazing thing you want to do.
Reading the thread I was concerned around your statements of a need for solitude and secrecy around doing this drug at your home. Set and setting is universally introduced as the one main concern one needs to have around psychedelics because it is. Many users of DMT-like yours truly- are prone to vocalize and or move about without an awareness of their material surroundings. a safe environment for that kind of energetic release is important to be able to receive the most from DMT. Having someone present cognizant and calm enough to respond to any danger that may arise while allowing you to inhabit the space you are in without disturbing you or it is a good idea. Especially your first time and definitely he your experience with extreme consciousness modification is limited.
On an experiemtial level being able to let go is imperative to a positive trip. The dreaded hyperslap has many proposed causes and failure to let is theorized to be a primary causal factor.finding a better space and or waiting for one to emerge may be better for you.
Whatever your choices are we wish you well and for peace on your journey with and beyond the spice. Since you are wanting to do this I and we all just want the best and safest one you can have. The concerns Nydex and others expressed are concerns for your well being in their deep loving harm reductionist hearts and are not meant to sound like gatekeeping. Quite the opposite. We will hold it open and be here on the metaphoric and real other side when you come back with a head full.
Be good to ya. Glad you are here. Don't think you have gotten any bad advice here. Hope this bit has some worth to you.
This is really beautiful, I am going to add this before every session from now on. Thank youVoidmatrix said:The last line of my invocation is, "trusting myself and the entheogen with confidence and gratitude, I allow myself this experience and now surrender."
Tegridy said:This is really beautiful, I am going to add this before every session from now on. Thank youVoidmatrix said:The last line of my invocation is, "trusting myself and the entheogen with confidence and gratitude, I allow myself this experience and now surrender."