Aussie Greetings

[WallyG]

Hi there.
What a wonderful forum and community. I have only just begun to explore the stories and resources here.

I am fairly new to DMT, having tried NN maybe twenty times and 5-MeO-DMT twice. While the first couple of trips with NN were nerve racking I now find it very welcoming and the people there are clearly trying to teach me things. I'm just struggling to understand what the meanings are, but I will persist. Call me a mature age student.

I'm not sure the 5-MeO-DMT will ever be that welcoming, but I guess I will find out.

I'm currently vaping and I find that works well. It's reasonably easy to control the dose, and (with NN) it allows me to re-enter as the effects wear off, i.e. as soon as I gain some awareness of reality I can take another draw. Generally the re-entry is to a different place and a bit less intense - more gentle. Eventually, e.g. after 5 re-entries, I'm tired and shaking and my body becomes too agitated to continue.

Unfortunately, each re-entry also makes previous episodes more difficult to remember. Typically the last is the only one I can recall in any detail. So I've backed off the re-entries. What's the point of visiting if you can't remember what happened?

Looking forward to participating here.

Cheers, Wally

 

[Pandora]

WallyG,

Welcome to the Nexus.

My guess is you are using a vape pen of something sort which definitely makes reentry very easy.

Indeed these experiences are about as difficult to remember as dreams. I managed to bring a lot back but I make a real effort at it.

And I do journal as much as possible after each return and before reentry. Sometimes the journal entry is just a few salient points that I can flesh out later. But it really helps to jot them down.

If you have not done so yet I hope you will attempt your own extraction of NN in the future.

A warm welcome to you.