evil804
Rising Star
so for the past few weeks, i've noticed the effects from my aya are getting more and more condensed. Today was a particularly strange event. i brewed a mix of caapi/rue and mimosa, and went from mind bending panic to sobriety in an single hours time. This was the first time i ever thought "i did waaaaay too much". CEV consisted of jesters lunging forward, waving their hands in my face relentlessly. OEV consisted of everything melting, moving, shifting. i literally saw reality crumbling before me, and feared i had gone too far, never able to return. I stood in the shower for 20-30 minutes to calm down, and found my bearings. i began to relax, and went outside to watch the clouds. within an hour or so after the purge (and onset of effects), no OEV, and only minor CEV. this has been happening consistently for a few weeks now. anyone else ever experience this? in the beginning, a large dose would be a 4-5 hour experience. i will admit, i am a heavy user. For the past 6 months, i have used modestly dosed aya (mild CEV, no OEV) 2-3X a week, with an occasional high dose once a month or so. my longest break has been a week.
thanks in advance! glad to still be alive/sane!
thanks in advance! glad to still be alive/sane!