hello all,
my name is canary. i've been living in this coalmine called hyperspace for the past year and couple months. as in....LIVING..in here.
the minute you see me lose it, you should have a pretty good answer to your original question.
i have been blessed with any extremely low tolerance for DMT. i break through on one giant lungful which, at times, is no more than .02 . i have days when i go a half-dozen times into the deepest reaches of breakthrough. i am fine. i am better than fine. my mind works better now than it ever has. i would be fearlessly honest with all of you if that weren't the case. i owe at least that much to you all for the love and support you have given me.
is DMT neurotoxic? i say no. i say hell no. however, to the OP- my "relationship" with spice (and it IS just that...a RELATIONSHIP) has always been one of deep love and gratitude. if i ever have a day that i simply do NOT feel called, i do not go. i happen to get called a lot. i think that goes back to the love and gratitude part of it. it's a symbiosis you see. you get out exactly what you put in. if you are just doing it for no apparent reason, you are going to get no apparent benefit. if there is a part of you that would openly admit that you are essentially being wreckless with such a sacrament, do not be surprised when the sacrament gets a bit wreckless with you.
step back. re-center your intent. get clear on why you do this is the first place. PURITY OF INTENT, PURITY OF EXECUTION, PURITY OF EXPERIENCE!!!
LOVE AND GRATITUDE!!!
my name is canary. i've been living in this coalmine called hyperspace for the past year and couple months. as in....LIVING..in here.
the minute you see me lose it, you should have a pretty good answer to your original question.
i have been blessed with any extremely low tolerance for DMT. i break through on one giant lungful which, at times, is no more than .02 . i have days when i go a half-dozen times into the deepest reaches of breakthrough. i am fine. i am better than fine. my mind works better now than it ever has. i would be fearlessly honest with all of you if that weren't the case. i owe at least that much to you all for the love and support you have given me.
is DMT neurotoxic? i say no. i say hell no. however, to the OP- my "relationship" with spice (and it IS just that...a RELATIONSHIP) has always been one of deep love and gratitude. if i ever have a day that i simply do NOT feel called, i do not go. i happen to get called a lot. i think that goes back to the love and gratitude part of it. it's a symbiosis you see. you get out exactly what you put in. if you are just doing it for no apparent reason, you are going to get no apparent benefit. if there is a part of you that would openly admit that you are essentially being wreckless with such a sacrament, do not be surprised when the sacrament gets a bit wreckless with you.
step back. re-center your intent. get clear on why you do this is the first place. PURITY OF INTENT, PURITY OF EXECUTION, PURITY OF EXPERIENCE!!!
LOVE AND GRATITUDE!!!