DMT and Depression.

[veda_sticks]

well i fear its too late now. shes decided we shouldnt see each other anymore and wont hear otherwise, and despite saying we will still befriends i hardly hear from her, and its usualy uninterested short replies.

I feel like im going to have a heart attack. cant even bear the thought of any psychadelic. i think im even suffering from depression myself now.

She is already coming of them, but the step has been from 1 40mg tablet, to 10mg tablet taken 3 times a day.

It was a short lived amazing experience, but im in no frame of mind for anything.

 

[blizzard311]

I really feel for you, and anyone who is a slave to any fucking anti depressants. Those pills have evil inside of them, I HATE them. They are manufactured for the one reason everything in this world is turning from bad to worse, and eventually to its destruction...MONEY.
Happiness is not going to come in the form of a pill, they will only numb you, and make you forget who you are.
I used to be on wellbutrin, the dose I was taking was the maximum amount before someone would go into seizures. I quit that shit cold turkey, in retrospect, DEFINITELY should of tapered off. One has to be careful, I changed completely, I am a different person I was a few years ago. My wife and I are separated right now sadly, but no matter how "bad" my life is, I am at least free from those little chemical devils assaulting the chemistry of the most precious gift humans possess.
I don't want this reply to seem selfish, and I am not looking for a reply to this post for help.
You just need to know that you are not alone, especially in this forum.
There is an end to your suffering, you are sooooo close. and you are definitely motivated enough with your change of diet, exercise, that is more than I could say I have done.
Good Luck and live well friend.