I've been a bit slack posting recently, life has been very busy. I am using changa to meditate and focus my life. With a lot of positive results as I change my life and job. Working towards setting up my own company which has social goals rather than profit ones.
However recently my grandmother passed away at 87 after a short illness. I was there towards the end and although very stressful with family issues and seeing her in pain managed to talk and say what needed to be said. I was closer to my grandmother than I am with my mother so her death even though expected and relatively pain free is emotionally stressful.
I have although been very down and was cautious of having a changa session because of my sadness, I didn't want things to turn nasty because I was in a bad place. However I rarely smoke enough changa to break through I prefer to remain in the rotating rooms topping up and concentrating my mind and using the session to help calm and meditate on any issues that I want to address.
So in the end I decided to do a similar thing and think about my grandmother and my sadness. I found this extremely cleansing I felt her presence and at the end I was peaceful, contented and have taken strength from her passing. Choosing to use the sadness as driver to complete my life goals.
Has anyone else used DMT/Changa in this way to help bereavement issues? Do you think that in some way using DMT skips the normal bereavement process and is actually a cop out? I now am peaceful and contented, knowing that she has passed but is still with me.
Interested to know the thoughts and experience of the Nexus in this matter.
However recently my grandmother passed away at 87 after a short illness. I was there towards the end and although very stressful with family issues and seeing her in pain managed to talk and say what needed to be said. I was closer to my grandmother than I am with my mother so her death even though expected and relatively pain free is emotionally stressful.
I have although been very down and was cautious of having a changa session because of my sadness, I didn't want things to turn nasty because I was in a bad place. However I rarely smoke enough changa to break through I prefer to remain in the rotating rooms topping up and concentrating my mind and using the session to help calm and meditate on any issues that I want to address.
So in the end I decided to do a similar thing and think about my grandmother and my sadness. I found this extremely cleansing I felt her presence and at the end I was peaceful, contented and have taken strength from her passing. Choosing to use the sadness as driver to complete my life goals.
Has anyone else used DMT/Changa in this way to help bereavement issues? Do you think that in some way using DMT skips the normal bereavement process and is actually a cop out? I now am peaceful and contented, knowing that she has passed but is still with me.
Interested to know the thoughts and experience of the Nexus in this matter.
