AwesomeUsername
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I can't help but notice I do feel somewhat different after trying ayahuasca. I've tried it numerous times but I've felt changed since the first time I drank it and that feeling seems to stick with me.
It is a bit strange that you can kind of feel the presence of ayahuasca within you upon falling asleep, in your dreams, and shortly after just waking up. It feels quite distinct, like some sort of contact from beings much smarter than us without feeling like you're going insane.
Besides this kind of presence, I've also noticed that it has a strong anti-depressant effect, and some nootropic effects as well but not to the degree I expected it to be before trying it.
It also told me if I want maximum healing to just keep drinking it, which is strange since I've heard from many people that one time is enough to change your life forever.
Even though my experiences were positive it seems the trips are really hard to integrate and you only remember that feeling but you wouldn't trade this experience for anything in the world.
It is probably hard to integrate because we live a life where actual change is nearly impossible to happen overnight. I personally fall back into a loop of bad habits (not too bad) because of my job. I seem to be working too and for to little money to actually make a difference. Sure there is a chance for a better tomorrow since obviously I work that much but that takes a while and by the time I get there my sleep schedule is ruined, I don't eat well, and don't exercise since I work my ass off.
Aya has not yet thought me a way to get around on this, but it did changed the way I perceive all of this. How about your story? What has aya thought you? Did it manage to make a drastic change in the way you see the world? The way you feel? Behave? Do you consider it lives up to the hype? I personally do, even though it is not a magic pill solution like I expected it to be it has given me much more.
It is a bit strange that you can kind of feel the presence of ayahuasca within you upon falling asleep, in your dreams, and shortly after just waking up. It feels quite distinct, like some sort of contact from beings much smarter than us without feeling like you're going insane.
Besides this kind of presence, I've also noticed that it has a strong anti-depressant effect, and some nootropic effects as well but not to the degree I expected it to be before trying it.
It also told me if I want maximum healing to just keep drinking it, which is strange since I've heard from many people that one time is enough to change your life forever.
Even though my experiences were positive it seems the trips are really hard to integrate and you only remember that feeling but you wouldn't trade this experience for anything in the world.
It is probably hard to integrate because we live a life where actual change is nearly impossible to happen overnight. I personally fall back into a loop of bad habits (not too bad) because of my job. I seem to be working too and for to little money to actually make a difference. Sure there is a chance for a better tomorrow since obviously I work that much but that takes a while and by the time I get there my sleep schedule is ruined, I don't eat well, and don't exercise since I work my ass off.
Aya has not yet thought me a way to get around on this, but it did changed the way I perceive all of this. How about your story? What has aya thought you? Did it manage to make a drastic change in the way you see the world? The way you feel? Behave? Do you consider it lives up to the hype? I personally do, even though it is not a magic pill solution like I expected it to be it has given me much more.