dmtsavedme
Rising Star
So I have drank in a few ceremonies now about 4 or 5 to be exact but only 2 of them have been intense. I know what I'm getting myself into and am pretty experienced when it comes to these types of plants. But I was wondering what ya'll thought I would like to drink ayahuasca by myself solo I feel the most comfortable I think and I don't really like the idea of someone else measuring and giving me my dose (the 2 ceremonies I participated in both times the facilitator gave me a stronger dose than I really wanted at that time) and I also feel like being around a bunch of strangers is not the best for me sometimes I question their intentions (even though I may be completely wrong) but just the fact that I don't know these people brings up these dilemmas in my mind.
SO I would definitely prefer to drink solo but am a little concerned about my safety when I'm doing it alone I've seen people in ceremony start screaming and going mad and I think if that were to happen to my and I am by myself it may not end to well, but finding people I trust to drink with is hard as well so I also figure risking a little bit to drink by myself may be better than not drinking at all??
What do you guys think would you advise people to drink aya on their own is it a safe thing to do?
SO I would definitely prefer to drink solo but am a little concerned about my safety when I'm doing it alone I've seen people in ceremony start screaming and going mad and I think if that were to happen to my and I am by myself it may not end to well, but finding people I trust to drink with is hard as well so I also figure risking a little bit to drink by myself may be better than not drinking at all??
What do you guys think would you advise people to drink aya on their own is it a safe thing to do?