I've had about 25 experiences with DMT. I do it out of curiosity, but mostly because I hope that I can gain something with doing it. Either that I can get knowledge, wisdom or that I get some kind of healing.
Or to just get some inspiration in life, there are many reasons, but mainly it's about me achieving something.
I more or less just surrender and then let ”them” guide, show or teach me.
I'm just laying there hoping to be taking care of.
A little bit egoistic since it's always me wanting something from "them".
I never even wondered how "they" feel. Or even if "they" might need anything.
I'm very grateful that "they" communicate with me, but I had never cared to much for ”them”, or these ”entities. It's like they are there for my sake only.
But a couple of hours ago I had this trip that came to change all this.
I was floating around in hyperspace and feeling great. And as usual I try to make ”them” understand that I want their help and attention. So that I can get as much out of the trip as possible.
Then I came to this extremely horrifying chaotic place where everybody was running around hysterical and scared to death.
I didn't enjoy it and wanted to get away to a more gentle place. I didn't even care to try to understand what was going on.
So I tried to focus on other parts of the trip and escape this place, but then one of these entities runs up to me. And I can feel how terrified and afraid it is.
I first didn't care about it since I'm the one who is looking for help - not the other way around.
But it didn't take long until I felt sorry for it.
I began to realize how ignorant and selfish I've been and I started feeling really bad about myself.
I mean, here I was ”floating around” in their dark nightmarish ”world” and all I cared about was myself getting some kind of reward for just being there, instead of trying to see if I could help these poor entities. I feel ashamed over myself.
This was a kind of wake up call for me. I've been way to greedy and must start to give respect and care for all entities, no matter which kind. And also be thankful for what I get instead of just trying to get more. I hope I learned a lesson here.
Have entities asked you for help?
Have you ever tried or succeeded in doing so?
What's your thoughts about this?
Perhaps we can't or shouldn't do anything, but I'm ashamed that I even didn't consider anything of this before.
Or to just get some inspiration in life, there are many reasons, but mainly it's about me achieving something.
I more or less just surrender and then let ”them” guide, show or teach me.
I'm just laying there hoping to be taking care of.
A little bit egoistic since it's always me wanting something from "them".
I never even wondered how "they" feel. Or even if "they" might need anything.
I'm very grateful that "they" communicate with me, but I had never cared to much for ”them”, or these ”entities. It's like they are there for my sake only.
But a couple of hours ago I had this trip that came to change all this.
I was floating around in hyperspace and feeling great. And as usual I try to make ”them” understand that I want their help and attention. So that I can get as much out of the trip as possible.
Then I came to this extremely horrifying chaotic place where everybody was running around hysterical and scared to death.
I didn't enjoy it and wanted to get away to a more gentle place. I didn't even care to try to understand what was going on.
So I tried to focus on other parts of the trip and escape this place, but then one of these entities runs up to me. And I can feel how terrified and afraid it is.
I first didn't care about it since I'm the one who is looking for help - not the other way around.
But it didn't take long until I felt sorry for it.
I began to realize how ignorant and selfish I've been and I started feeling really bad about myself.
I mean, here I was ”floating around” in their dark nightmarish ”world” and all I cared about was myself getting some kind of reward for just being there, instead of trying to see if I could help these poor entities. I feel ashamed over myself.
This was a kind of wake up call for me. I've been way to greedy and must start to give respect and care for all entities, no matter which kind. And also be thankful for what I get instead of just trying to get more. I hope I learned a lesson here.
Have entities asked you for help?
Have you ever tried or succeeded in doing so?
What's your thoughts about this?
Perhaps we can't or shouldn't do anything, but I'm ashamed that I even didn't consider anything of this before.
