Evil

[goddard]

Ive done DMT and changa a lot of times ,
Lately I have been doing sub breakthrough doses only , but I've noticed 90% tend to become pretty "evil"..it feels like the visuals are a Entity and it's waiting to get me..
Yesterday this entity with creepy crawly bugs coming from his face was one of the forms it took...

Idk is this because I'm on that edge of breaking trough that it tends to go evil...

Is it me or is it the changa ?..am I evil am I fucked when I die?

I would like to go deep again but this and previous experiences hold me back now..

I had good experiences,al lot...but when the bad ones go bad it's soooo bad it really really scares me...

Any tips to get the trips less evil...

 

[Physics131]

did something change regarding your set and setting?

 

[dithyramb]

Do a vinegar + salt bath and see whether this situation changes after that.

 

[goddard]

Do a vinegar + salt bath and see whether this situation changes after that.

I have no bath only shower

 

[goddard]

did something change regarding your set and setting?

It might be that I have become a bit afraid after some bad experiences ...there is a certain chain of events in a DMT trip that goes to a place that really scares me ...I've been in that place e few times..
And now when I feel things ramping up I start fighting it..
It starts nice and all geometric patterns then those patterns become like this evil entity kinda luring me I...idk it's hard to explain...

And in all my years of experience I've never been able to decide for myself if these things I'm seeing are a reflection of my mind or actual evil entities ..

 

[Physics131]

i mean did your set and setting change when you experienced this the first time in comparison with your set and setting where you did not experience this genre of trips?
Was your set and setting different when you did not experience this?
Did something change in this reality which could have caused this kind of effects?

 

[dithyramb]

I have no bath only shower

You can fill a bucket with vinegar, water and salt (stir it), and slowly pour it over your head. Wait for a few minutes before rinsing.

 

[goddard]

You can fill a bucket with vinegar, water and salt (stir it), and slowly pour it over your head. Wait for a few minutes before rinsing.

Cool I'll try that

 

[goddard]

i mean did your set and setting change when you experienced this the first time in comparison with your set and setting where you did not experience this genre of trips?
Was your set and setting different when you did not experience this?
Did something change in this reality which could have caused this kind of effects?

I'm not sure.
It's the same surroundings and I've been a bit stressful lately but nothing really bad.

Il try keeping a journal so that I can answers these kinda questions easier

 

[ermit]

And in all my years of experience I've never been able to decide for myself if these things I'm seeing are a reflection of my mind or actual evil entities ..

disclaimer: pretty opinionated reply!

Take the open rationalist path: it's mostly a reflection of your mind (but don't draw premature conclusions about your own mind, as subconscious and inconscious are... complicated).
I would take a break (at least in dosage and frequency) and concentrate on grounding activities (doing things that fulfil you in the real world).
You may have accumulated too much hyperspace tokens, and now you have to spend them !

 

[stinkyfish]

Next time you walk right up to it and see what happens. Let go and it will let go. Let it do what it wants and it will change.

 

[Voidmatrix]

I can relate to your experience. If yours is anything like mine. It's not your changa DMT, as weird as it is, has only been getting weirder for me as the years roll by and I continue to explore it and work with it. Also, if your experience is anything like mine it may help to adopt a more non judgmental attitude. Idk exactly what you've come across, but I've personally been to many uncomfortable and dark places. I've found that dichotomies such as good and evil don't apply very well and deter us in the space. Perhaps instead try saying to yourself how something makes you feel; that scares me, that makes me feel uncomfortable, etc.

Keep at it.

One love

 

[goddard]

Thnx guys!