first time dmt and food/fatigue

[exiled reaper]

hello people
I am a first time dmt cosmonaught, hoping to breakthrough tonight, I was just asking about any thoughts as I was brought up in a Christian religion and see that those Christian teachings tell us this is wrong. I don't think learning or expanding the mind and/or appreciation for the universal oneness can be wrong, but any comments?, and I was just enquiring as to eating before a trip and what do or should I think when travelling. I had it figured out but now pre-flight anxiety is getting hold..
I have smoked a Cpl of times but havnt brokenthrough and tonight I was going to load up 100mg and just sit back and see what happens(through a bong) with a mj base.
I will report what I find ,just any help would be appreciated..

Exiled Reaper

 

[Bdevall158]

hi there exiled, youre in for one heck of a ride if you can take down a whole 100 mgs :lol: that shoud hopefully get you the breakthrough youre lookng for but tread cautiously. just try to perfect your vaping method and your can get there with as little as 30mg or less possibly if the spice is properly vaped. and on the christianity note do not feel wrong for wanting to explore your own conciousness with mind altering substances. just because your were brought up in a particular ideaology does not mean you have to confine yourself to their rules if you don't wish to once your an independent individual. As terence mckenna says its our blood rights as humans to have access to this information and dont let anyone try to take that away from you. you may not get the best reactions trying to explain yyour experiences to others who are unaware of these realms, but fortunately you have this great community to talk with and integrate experiences. good luck on your journey tonight :thumb_up: let us know how it goes

 

[ghettohmbrglr]

Old testament forbids trying to make contact with spirit world.. And I imagine this is as close as you could come..

I grew up most my life resenting God and fearing going to hell. DMT liberated me from this fear and my beliefs now fall more along the libes of buddhism. I'll just say for me at least it would be really hard to believe in a Christian God after a DMT experience.

 

[exiled reaper]

T hanks guys , I am a little more comfortable from those words, I appreciate you taking the time to help me out, I will keep you posted on what happens and I also will post up my previous encounters with dmt..
I vaped some the other night, say around 20 mg and got some distant visuals of pyramids,eyes,peacock feathers ect so they looked like ,and then I was getting say bored and asked with my mind" show me, me, and this is about 5 min after administering the toke and everything changed. The slow easy visuals went into a horizontal mash of purple and white then it felt like a hand reached down from above, My Face scrunched up(physically) uncontrollably, and then it felt like my head had been opened up, almost cut off the top and something was forcing information into my head at 6000 mph.. this consisted of mainly green and white geometric shapes. Then as soon as it had started it stopped leaving me wondering, What the fudge was that. I havnt come across any other people whom describe this, any clues?

cya Reaper:shock:

 

[obliguhl]

Well, lets just say, i once had the opportunity to talk with a being that felt like the christian god. Not sure if it was the christian god though. Also, what about prophets and their visions? Not sure if you want to get closer to god or not, but you would be using the fruits of this earth, what god gave you. I'd like to see them more as gifts, even though im not a christian myself.

If you are still unsure about it, why not ask him yourself? I would prefer this kind of communication over ancient scripture (which is also a form of communication but is it really directed at YOU?)

Sounds like you already made contact with the ineffable. I believe you are fine and on your way to finding a more direct way to god.

 

[Intezam]

What's the Christian God like?

 

[exiled reaper]

hello all

I finally summoned up the courage to travel into the dmt realm and all I can say is that what a magical,inspiring,eye opening, blissfull ,loving,strange journey.... it was absoloutley amazing beyond my wildest imagination.
after all the trip reports I have read ect still nothing prepared me for what I was shown.

I am at work at the moment so I will write a detailed trip report soon as I am still working out exactly what happened...

All of humanity should be able to walk in the dmt shoes of knowledge(even though what was unthinkable, I have never seen anything like it ever, even though ive done countless hours of reaserch, and as for a Christian point of view , I have all but thrown all religious books and script I have acquired in the rubbish, religion to me has a good message as in the ten commandments of all religious sects( Christian,hindu,buddism ect) are how we all should treat eachother but all the other stuff I think is just peoples opinions and all that dose is install fear into us when it is not necessary..
I was so terrified but now I am happy as this was the best decision I have ever made(other than my children.

I will post a trip report in the next 36hrs

Have a good day, happy travells
Reaper:!:

 

[exiled reaper]

Old testament forbids trying to make contact with spirit world.. And I imagine this is as close as you could come..

I grew up most my life resenting God and fearing going to hell. DMT liberated me from this fear and my beliefs now fall more along the libes of buddhism. I'll just say for me at least it would be really hard to believe in a Christian God after a DMT experience.

I am hearing u mate!! I feel the same now !:

 

[obliguhl]

What's the Christian God like?

Well, the usual "Here my child have this" etc etc...
A strong father figure ...

I just as well might have had interpreted it in that way because i was raised a christian, but turned away from christianity many years ago.

 

[anrchy]

I would exercise caution, as adding that much (100mg) can execute a much more powerful experience than you can imagine, and then some, if you ended up getting it all by accident. Not much control with the sandwich method.

 

[3rdI]

I would exercise caution, as adding that much (100mg) can execute a much more powerful experience than you can imagine, and then some, if you ended up getting it all by accident. Not much control with the sandwich method.

this^.

Its all fun, games, flashy colours and dancing jesters until you get cocky and ruin yourself. having your existential paradigm torn to pieces can be serious hard work.

 

[1ce]

woaahohohohooo easy there fella,

You don't want to inhale 100 mg of dmt. Less than half if that is more than enough to tear you, and your understanding of reality to fragments. And I don't mean figuratively.

Start small, because of $reasons, I don't measure my doses. I've regretted that many many many... /..many times.

As far as what to think? I usually don't start the journey thinking, 1 of 2 things happen to me though.

1) I go to a wonderland that leaves my jaw on the floor for a couple days.

2) Thoughts are forced upon me, it's almost telepathic, as though I'm the living embodiment of these thoughts. It's very overwhelming, traumatizing, brutal, and self reflecting. Not like you're staring at a pool of water into your own eyes.. more like you are the pool of water to begin with.

The latter will definitely be anything but fun, these are the trips where you realize you're trapped. There is no escape button, 5 minutes/hours have no difference. But I respect these journeys. I believe they make me a better person, more responsible and caring.

The former experiences, these restore the magic in life, make me realize that there is so much more for us to experience. These I think, are definitely my favorite.

 

[exiled reaper]

yeah good info, I only took 60mg and that was enough to teach me a thing or two but so much more to learn.,cheers