Hearing the call of the DMT Dimension...

[northape]

So what are you suggesting as an alternative, lack of clarity? The essence of meditation is to establish greater presence and clarity, this naturally fosters wisdom and insight over time. The role of psychedelics in helping facilitate this is backed by a lot of research now also.

If you describe meditation as a training in presence, then I'd agree with you. What I meant is putting a certain goal you want to achieve is egoic. Yes, you are going to train your attention and clarity, but who said that it leads anywhere? True meditation has no goal, because there is nothing to achieve. My conclusion is that we approach it from different ends.

This is a nonsensical statement. Unless you are trying to convey something and the words you have chosen are failing to convey whatever it is you were trying to say. We are all trying to improve and benefit our lives - which includes our day to day life. Exploration of peak experience is a part of this also. What else would we be doing?

It was my second sentence in connection to meditation. What I meant is, if your meditation is just an egoic pursuit of some goal, it leads nowhere. You can develop your life all you want, but it'll just become better and more magical. If you are after a higher goal, you're missing the point. Like the late Trungpa said: you want to attend your own funeral.
The quest is not about you and never was. In simple terms, it's about what lies behind you and makes you seem alive.

In this case the DMT Dimension/Mind of God is very much acting as the guide and teacher itself to activate and show the path and higher states within. This is not of my own efforts, and nor do I have any experience or much prior knowledge of these states aside from a basic conceptual idea, but I have a role to play in practicing and fulfilling the path that is shown and that is down to me. One of the biggest mistakes some people make is thinking psychedelics will do all the work for them but this is far from being the case.

That's where we differ again. Why call it Mind of God? You called me out many times on my bs, but you're doing the same. I've never sent you to read some books either.
See, that's your karmic predicament and experience. Do what you want; I don't really care. You sound very dogmatic, and that's why you've received a mirror-like reflection back. My dogma is better than yours! Not really. Like I said in the end, don't fixate on some absolute ideas. I'd say the only idea worth fixating on in the whole experience is the experiencer itself. And if you fixate long enough on it, you'll see that apart from all else, the subject is not an idea.

In fact the whole experience as it is occurring is quite crazy when I stand back and reflect on it even to me as a fairly experienced psychonaut, which is why I had been sharing it in real time as it unfolds.

I did not expect the - 'carrier wave call' to be occurring at all outside the DMT space which is where this thread began as an observation, not really expecting anyone else to be experiencing the same thing. I did not anticipate it subsequently being interactive with my intent, I did not anticipate it leading to lockout until I purified my virtue, and I did not anticipate it seemingly now introducing some kind of Kundalini energy system and essentially instructing me how to practice to develop further.

I am curious as to where it is unfolding of course and my feeling is if I want to continue this whole psychedelic venture, I better had make efforts to do what it says. It doesn't feel 'fun' it feels serious and that there is a duty here. A calling as such.

I have little knowledge or experience of these types of meditation systems outside of a basic picture. In fact, I am specifically not going to overload on learning about them now with book knowledge because the Harmalas + DMT are showing me a path of cultivation which I am going to adhere to as it presents itself, and I don't want to in a sense jeapordise the data by filling it up with too many conceptual models outside of what it is directly revealing to me and and guiding.

How much this unfolding experience and practice may end up matching established systems remains to be seen, but one thing I have learned is dogmas and established wisdom often doesn't fully match experience of these realities where one attains them oneself.

I like this part. It's the most genuine piece of writing from you, and I can easily feel your passion. Let's agree to disagree and end it here. You have your understanding, and I fully respect it. It's not like my delusions are some absolute truth that you need to refute to be right. I mostly reacted to your confident statements because you were getting on my turf, but it's more for you to see how it feels to read something like that. No hard feelings at all. I actually enjoy your writings and way of working. Just write me off as a silly guy with a crazy attitude. Peace and Love all the way

 

[Panpsychic]

If you describe meditation as a training in presence, then I'd agree with you. What I meant is putting a certain goal you want to achieve is egoic. Yes, you are going to train your attention and clarity, but who said that it leads anywhere? True meditation has no goal, because there is nothing to achieve.

There is something to achieve; greater presence and clarity.
There is nothing to achieve; greater presence and clarity results from the practice.
There is something to achieve; liberation.
There is nothing to achieve; we are already liberated.

Phrase it however you wish. There is nothing wrong with either goal directed or non goal directed practices.

It was my second sentence in connection to meditation. What I meant is, if your meditation is just an egoic pursuit of some goal, it leads nowhere.

Not necessarily. We need an ego or sense of self in order to do anything initially. As has been said, one needs to develop the self before one can transcend it.

That's where we differ again. Why call it Mind of God?

Why not call it that? I call it also the DMT Dimension. It is the transcendent Other. Give it whatever name you find suitable.

You sound very dogmatic, and that's why you've received a mirror-like reflection back. My dogma is better than yours! Not really.

You wanted to share your thoughts and opinions about this. Thats fine and I wouldn't have posted it without expecting otherwise.

I like this part. It's the most genuine piece of writing from you, and I can easily feel your passion.

It's all genuine. There is no pretense from me, and I would suggest as you mention, what you are seeing otherwise is perhaps a mirror.

Let's agree to disagree and end it here. You have your understanding, and I fully respect it. It's not like my delusions are some absolute truth that you need to refute to be right. I mostly reacted to your confident statements because you were getting on my turf, but it's more for you to see how it feels to read something like that. No hard feelings at all. I actually enjoy your writings and way of working. Just write me off as a silly guy with a crazy attitude. Peace and Love all the way

I'm not sure how it feels to read this. It would have seemed pretty far fetched even to me sometime ago but you don't realize how far you are when you are in it yourself.

 

[ommani]

I’ve been building a foundation of dried Turkish Figs in my lower abdomen to connect with my dantian/hara. It seems to be working

 

[Panpsychic]

It's very human to be caught by wonder...

Who says wonder is not an intrinsic part of the unfolding of the mystery?
I think it was Mckenna who said something along the lines of following the path of wonder.

I feel like this is the deciding factor for people to stick with it and for those that bail after it gets real.

Yes, most don't want to do the gritty work nor are ready for it. As the adage goes, psychedelics show us what we need not necessarily what we want.
I was I suppose hoping on some level that with psychedelics there was less need for such diligence in the meditation, but this is being affirmed to me very clearly that this is not the case.

 

[Panpsychic]

There has been an ongoing back and forth between the high frequency DMT call, adherence to virtue and guidance from the DMT Dimension, and degrees of lockout or entry depending on my adherence to the hyperdimensional development plan.

To put in traditional parlance, "God" has a divine plan and purpose for each being. No matter its status whether low or high, animal, human or suprahuman. There is a path to self actualization and living ones best life ascending the ladder of becoming. Or descending as the case may be if one chooses not to adhere. There is also free will.

Thus the dilemma, although really there is no dilemma. If one lives rightly and accordingly, it means allowing oneself to be a vessel of the higher consciousness acting through you and within you. To the degree you are true to the plan, which means treating your present self as the temple of the Most High and being true to the intent it has placed within, then things will unfold as they should. How could it be otherwise when reality itself is an expression of its glory?

I had been locked out again recently due to deviation and non-adherence. The call wasn't occurring for some time either. Obvious really. I wasn't acting as a worthy vessel so why should I expect to be welcomed or summoned back?

I retook my commitments and adhered as I should over the coming days and weeks. I was true. The call began reoccurring and with more frequency. I took as I sometimes do, some Harmalas seeds at night, just 4 or 5 chewed and held sublingually for a few minutes as outlined by @starway7 . As it always does, dreams become more intense. One night however the dream was of a key, found in my mouth and taken out by my hand.
The symbol seemed to be very clear of the message as I have been given before:

"Do as you speak, and speak as you do. Do thus and you will be allowed to re-enter. Do not thus, and you will not."

Taking this as a sign that I was allowed back in again I partook the next evening.
I have more often now come to appreciate partaking at night, 11pm or near the midnight hour...something about the dark and the silence, people sleeping yet a sacred ritual taking place. It somehow feels a bit more apprehensive doing it at night but it is worth the rewards. The night has a qietude, like the silence of meditation that feels like its easier to commune with the sacred, when the business of worldy distractions has subsided.

As always I drank my Harmala tea an hour before smoking the enhanced leaf. This two part approach, aside from being the maximal way one can enhance the DMT with MAOI activation sets a natural limit on usage I feel since it is a kind of ritual that takes time and means one should be sure of one's reasons before partaking.

Sure enough the effects came on strong, after lockout the prior few occasions I had tried when I knew I shouldn't have. Some of the experience I can share, some I cannot.

The psychosomatic smile came again, external forces acting on the facial muscles pulling them into a more joyous expression that just isn't possible to be made outside the state yet aspects of it become accessible after.

And I saw again...eyes like evanescent lakes. Unshakable and unchangeable. Spiral interweaving paths of time, space and circumstance. From here to Eternity and every life in between.