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I feel "sinful" when I load lowdose

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alladinsgrandpa

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So when I load just a little plarp of the spice to just get a LSD like vision I feel like I'M almost abusing the sacrament. Any one else?
 
Intention is everything. Define it for yourself and then let it go.

What are you scared of?

:)
 
No, not at all. If one gains something of value from it, all the better. That something will be subjective to each,
so do what feels right to you.
 
I'm a low dose lover, but I don't use it to induce a milder state as such, but just to get that feeling and meditate on it. DMT is a great tool for clearing my mind as well as inducing intense altered states.

Though it has been said by a few folk before that they find low doses of DMT to be dysphoric. Is that the feeling you're getting?
 
no way hozay..

I love the subbreakthrough..where with closed eyes i become absorbed half way into the most crystaline, clear and beautiful image of it all that I have EVER felt or seen..its like true ecstacis..

I wouldnt call that a low dose though..I mean even at that doses im maoning,laughing and crying at the same time.. like a cosmic orgasm..like a single candle flame illuminating all that is..it burns into your being with the intensity and integrity of the white light..no ending..no beginning..

THAT is divinity.
 
I've had a couple of really pleasant low-medium doses, intense euphoria&bliss and interesting geometric patterns.
I guess its fairly subjective.
 
I often low-dose during lunch breaks. has a very clearing/centering quality for me. sometimes helps me get through a tough day...approach it from "another angle" so to speak.
 
It can give a nice afterglow, though there seems to be a noticeable difference between afterglows that are the direct result of a chemical acting on the brain (which my friend reports is present from any amount of DMT, and is dose-dependent) and the afterglow from having some insight or other learning/healing experience. Low doses are less likely to result in insights or learning, but that doesn't make them bad. In fact, if you use a RIMA to extend the duration, staying at a low dose level for a long period of time can be a great experience and might involve plenty of learning.
 
lol... steveowitz, do your co-workers complain about the smell of burnt plastic or mothballs when you enter the room ? I don't neccissarily do it on lunchbreaks, but when I'm feeling like flirting with the great beyond I will pack a small dose of appreciation and it always delivers. Kind of gives me the feeling of, 'Ok, i didn't forget about you- but I'm not ready for the full-on interaction at the moment' . The 10 minutes after I come down, whether from a small dose or a full-on blast, provide moments of clarity and insight about myself and the world around me that are incomparable to any other life experience.
 
desiderata said:
lol... steveowitz, do your co-workers complain about the smell of burnt plastic or mothballs when you enter the room ? I don't neccissarily do it on lunchbreaks, but when I'm feeling like flirting with the great beyond I will pack a small dose of appreciation and it always delivers. Kind of gives me the feeling of, 'Ok, i didn't forget about you- but I'm not ready for the full-on interaction at the moment' . The 10 minutes after I come down, whether from a small dose or a full-on blast, provide moments of clarity and insight about myself and the world around me that are incomparable to any other life experience.

haha, haven't heard much yet, prob cause I use cologne and incense to excess. I agree with the clarity and insight feeling though, prob the main reason for doing it during the day.

I don't think it's for everyone, but those that are comfortable with letting go during lunch ;]
 
Stevowitz to co-worker: "So, what did you do for lunch?"

co-worker: "oh, it was great! we went for sushi :) What did you do?"

Stevowirz: "who me? oh, I just went to another dimension, hooked up with some old entity buddies of mine, learned the meaning of life...and oh yeah, had a sandwich..."

hahahaha! nice.


~BC
 
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