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I sold my soul help

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I sold my soul after a schizophrenic episode brought on by a powerful witchcraft curse and astral projection. I had burned a red ribbon soaked with my own blood. And said I had sold my soul. I then tried to steal a car to move to mexico shortly after but got locked up for attempted joyriding a car. I was out of my mind. when I went to jail I heard people being crushed,burned, and tortured in the lower cells adjacent to the holding cell I WAS IN.

When I did this I didn't even believe in hell. It was almost as if I went to a parallel reality. I endedd up bashing my head against the wall and they sent me to a hospital and put on a PR bond. I was running out of time until they sent me to the lower cells. I smelled burning flesh. smoke pored out of the lower cells every time They opened the door.
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Am I doomed to hell?. could DMT or DMT users help me?. Can someone here help me?

After all this happened I was tormented by demons in my dreams for Months.
 
My sleep is nightmare free now however my sleep is weird and I can never take naps anymore.

If I take DMT can I contact a light being of some sort for help. anyone actively tripping please help me by sending energy or speaking to a higher up being.
 
You are clearly displaying signs of mental disorder and you should not be using psychedelic drugs until you begin to address this in a sober state with a trained professional.
 
Tvs said:
Not a mental illness. I sold my soul and had demons attacked me.
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You engaged in self-harm. You need professional help irrespective of whatever you perceive is the root of your malady.
 
I went to another reality. where I was Hell existed inside the jail. I can't explain it.
 
Tvs said:
I went to another reality. where I was Hell existed inside the jail. I can't explain it.
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You were/are suffering from delusions and you need professional psychiatric care. Not psychedelics drugs which would be like throwing gasoline on a fire.
 
Yeah go see an MD and tell them about this but if you can I would try not to mention DMT. I cannot imagine what it would be like to here another voice in your head telling you to do things. You need serious help. Just try not to give in to fear. I don't know but that has just been my experience. You cannot sell your soul because your immortal and timeless imo. I wish the best for you OP. Peace
 
Demons that were sent after me attacked me in my dreams for weeks. They come from witch craft. Convinced me to sell my soul and then that is what took place right after the same day. It was all to real.
 
What do you need help with? bad dreams?

I'm not sure which parts of this post are real or illusion.

I can't relate to your trip and I don't believe in hell.

Psychedelics are hard to abuse because they always throw your own stuff in your own face. Perhaps your message is lay off the drugs for a while and ground yourself in reality? Idk, it's your message, only you can really help yourself and your not giving us much consensus reality to relate to assist.

Either way, everything changes and this too will pass. I'll pray for you fellow journeyer <3.
 
Is there anything at all i can do? Im not judging you and i understand you're scared. I don't think you're being silly, I want to help.
 
Man I would totally lay off the drugs if I went through something like that.

But whether an episode like that really did happen or not in your life, you sound like you're just trolling us. Your description illustrates nothing about you, your methods, doses, experiences and physical and mental health.

If I were you, I would go for a walk..

Do you have any religious history?
 
no drugs!

a ritual materializes thought..its your own hell
maybe drink a glass of water - in the sake of healing.
claim your power back, nobody can hold you back but yourself

you should get some professional help
 
Lay off the drugs, get off an internet drug forum, and maybe..just maybe ..go look into getting yourself healthier than you are now, possibly with the aid of a doctor and/or family/friends.

How's someone here going to help you with this? :?:

Be well
 
'm a student studying music therapy. I do a lot of clinical work with patients displaying psychosis and I think you might be showing some signs of that. It's very important that you stop doing any unprescribed drugs and see a doctor. I'm not saying you're crazy and I'm not saying that you're lying! I'm just saying that it sounds like you're dealing with a problem thats too big for you and it would really be beneficial to have someone involved that has been trained to help with these things. Have a loved one drive you to the emergency room or an urgent care facility and they will help you out. If you're in the US, you can also have a friend or family member call this number: 1-800-950-NAMI and they will help them find you someone nearby that can give you the medical attention you need and deserve.
 
I was hoping that someone could ask a elf or a light being for help in there next dmt trip.
 
TryptaTom said:
no drugs!

a ritual materializes thought..its your own hell
maybe drink a glass of water - in the sake of healing.
claim your power back, nobody can hold you back but yourself

you should get some professional help
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You said a ritual materializes thought, I'm a little lost. what do you mean by this?. Did doom myself?.
 
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