There's been a couple of shall I say experiences lately that have shall we say challenging to say the least .
1st time
I took 20mg on my e mesh started of normally like room starting to vibrate then completely dies off so it feels like nothing tripping is going on I looked at my hands and it looked like they were getting thinner and starting to dissolve to the point I didn't have any fingers it felt like was being dissolved into the dmt space where a definite female was now pulling me into this relm , she said "when you die you come to me " I was like "what am i going to die now " she said "no im just showing you what will happen " the was a definite make to the side of her saying" or you might come to me then we'll have some fun " her energy felt full of joy and light the males definitely felt dark and negative then it kind of faded away all fairly pleasant from then . I'd had a couple of experiences after that was how things normally go if normally is even a word to describe dmt
2nd time
25mg on the emesh
Same all fuzzy getting more intense then it all fades away but felt like a bridge between the dmt world and my room was opened and parts of me were parts of my room like everything is connected
3rd time
25mg on emesh
All fuzzy getting stronger until I stopped and felt like the dmt was pulling away from me as if to say no entry and no visuals at all apart fro this time I was actually going to dissolve my hand went like they wasn't there just stumps , previously it felt like only my fingers were going to dissolve this time felt like it was not going to stop and I was going to dissolve completely like I had to fight to justify my existence or I was going to go completely, like right now into the ether
Has anyone had anything similar happen to them like this , this is from dmt ive extracted myself
1st time
I took 20mg on my e mesh started of normally like room starting to vibrate then completely dies off so it feels like nothing tripping is going on I looked at my hands and it looked like they were getting thinner and starting to dissolve to the point I didn't have any fingers it felt like was being dissolved into the dmt space where a definite female was now pulling me into this relm , she said "when you die you come to me " I was like "what am i going to die now " she said "no im just showing you what will happen " the was a definite make to the side of her saying" or you might come to me then we'll have some fun " her energy felt full of joy and light the males definitely felt dark and negative then it kind of faded away all fairly pleasant from then . I'd had a couple of experiences after that was how things normally go if normally is even a word to describe dmt
2nd time
25mg on the emesh
Same all fuzzy getting more intense then it all fades away but felt like a bridge between the dmt world and my room was opened and parts of me were parts of my room like everything is connected
3rd time
25mg on emesh
All fuzzy getting stronger until I stopped and felt like the dmt was pulling away from me as if to say no entry and no visuals at all apart fro this time I was actually going to dissolve my hand went like they wasn't there just stumps , previously it felt like only my fingers were going to dissolve this time felt like it was not going to stop and I was going to dissolve completely like I had to fight to justify my existence or I was going to go completely, like right now into the ether
Has anyone had anything similar happen to them like this , this is from dmt ive extracted myself
