I think I just relived birth.

[temeculove420]

A few nights ago I smoked after a very peaceful day with friends. As I took one loooong hit of about 50mg through my machine, I laid back and sunk into the violent entry. But soon after entering the tunnels of patterns and colors I managed to take control of my ascent, and found myself in a state of peaceful euphoria.

Soon, I was conversing with various figures in the realm, but the flesh attachment of my existence felt as though it was floating in space! I felt a warmth, but I did not know where my body was. My consciousness was completely separate from my flesh, but my eyes did not see. There was only darkness--but a pleasant emptiness that was more than welcoming.

This lasted for what felt like years, until I felt a sort of "jolt" in my abdominal area. Still floating, more JOLTS hit me as though someone was hitting me with electric paddles bringing me back to life. Suddenly I saw a sliver of glowing light. Though hazy (kind of like when you open your eyes for the first time in the morning), I felt my consciousness enter the vessel of my flesh.The glowing haze became brighter and brighter as I grew more near the source.

WHAM!

I'm awake, unsure of where I am for about 5 minutes. I could not speak, I could not see more than a haze, I could not hear more than what sounded like the wet rumble of ears after one gets out of a pool.


This was the most peaceful and serine moment of my life.

 

[oversoul1919]

Ain't this Molecule an amazing thing?

Great report, thanks for sharing. :thumb_up:

 

[Cazman043]

I enjoyed your post, i must ask, is it your consciousness having this experience, or is it a consciousness experiencing itself through you? No need to reply, but have a think about it

 

[temeculove420]

I enjoyed your post, i must ask, is it your consciousness having this experience, or is it a consciousness experiencing itself through you? No need to reply, but have a think about it

How are you doing this to my brain?!

 

[Cazman043]

How are you doing this to my brain?![/quote]

Haha, what do you mean?

 

[temeculove420]

How are you doing this to my brain?!

Haha, what do you mean?[/quote]

Just joking about your post. I tried wrapping my head around what you said but it just kept ending back at a question. Well played, sir. Well played.

 

[Cazman043]

Also, with the idea of experiencing birth. Imagine going to sleep and never waking up! Once you get really into this idea, try imagining waking up, never having gone to sleep. It complements what i said before Its the conscious experience bro, we're all that one energy, there is no my or I, that is simply the illusion the one has created so that it can play hide and seek with itself.

In this sense, self implies other, and other implies self. You are experiencing the entirety of the world through your senses. You are what makes a flame hot, you are what make the sun give light, you are what makes wood hard. Through your sensory input, you are experiencing yourself, and so, you are the experience of the universe, in the same way as a wave experiences the ocean. You move with it! You see yourself in everything, and so, when you realise this, you realise, to fear it, is to fear yourself, ultimately, if you give love, you shall mirror that love and receive it, if you give anger, you shall mirror that and receive it. You are the ultimate reality!