m3110w
Looking inside, blossoming outside.
Hi All, I’m a 5 on the Enneagram so that will get you oriented to my personality and writing style. I’m a noob to psychedelics. I’m in my middle 50’s and for the past few years been listening to lots of podcasts about psychedelics and really wanted to try them. Did shrooms for the first time in Nov 2018 and 2 times since then so 3 times total. My 3rd trip was pretty cool. Started out with some fear and paranoia and then it flipped to nice feelings of bliss, peace, and connection. Everyday since then I make a point of remembering that experience and the memory makes me feel good. Very nice to directly experience grace coming in and lifting me to a wonderful place. I’ve had social anxiety most of my life and it has reduced quite a bit since the 3rd trip. Also my general mood has lifted since that 3rd trip; my mind and emotions are more relaxed and smooth. If I had known shrooms had this much healing power I would have taken them many years ago. I did a lot of research before my trips and made sure to create a good set and setting and be well prepared. My preparations paid off and so far my total experiences with psychedelics have been positive. I plan to trip more in the future and I want to make sure I’m well prepared. That’s why I want to join dmt-nexus so I can ask those questions that I don’t find answers for on your forum or google or youtube. I know most (almost all) of my questions will get answered with some searching, but I may have one or two where I can’t find a good answer. If all goes well I’ll trip some more soon and dive deeper into this amazing world (and so far it’s been amazing to me). It’s helping me be a little happier. Pretty cool. I sincerely hope the current efforts to legalize mdma and shrooms will be successful.
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