TheSuprisingGift
Rising Star
So, I've smoked DMT twice now, and I have some questions. Both times low doses and each time no visual experience. I'm wondering what I did wrong with my method of administration, and I'm also wondering whether anyone else has had non-visual experiences with DMT or other psychs. I will focus on my second experience because it was much more significant.
This second time I used The Machine. I was still working out to how use this contraption. I measured out about 30mg of spice but when I tried putting the spice on some coarse copper wool (Copper Chore Boy) it fell right through even after compressing the wool, so I put the spice in some extremely fine steel wool (feels like cotton) and that held it. I then put that wad into a wad of the coarser copper wool to plug it in the bottle.
Using this method I first tried heating the substance gently to create vapor but I saw nothing and felt nothing when I inhaled. So, then I just torched the thing and immediately thick smoke was produced. I took I think 3 medium-sized inhalations which I didn't hold for very long. Are you supposed to hold DMT in your lungs for a long time in order to get a full hit, or just inhale like with cannabis?
Anyways, after taking my hits I immediately started feeling that weird DMT high, like a weird presence is in the room, and the odd pressure I always get in my chest when taking mushrooms or DMT, probably due to nervousness, it feels like I'm hollow. This feeling got more and more intense, more intense than any of my mushroom trips. All I could hear was a ringing in my ears, time slowed down considerably. I could feel my entire body vibrating, as if it were made of pure energy. I couldn't feel my body in a physical sense, just this pure vibration. I closed my eyes and the left over light from when I closed my eyes started vibrating and pulsing very fast, and started forming vague patterns. Nothing I would call a shape or an image, just kind of amorphous patterns of light.
And this brings me to my issue:whenever taking psychedelics I never get any visuals, and I'm wondering whether I'm doing something wrong, whether I'm just not taking enough, or what? I've taken mushrooms a couple times, each time 3g, and DMT twice, each time around 20-30mg, but probably not inhaled correctly. You know the left over light you see when looking away from a source of light or when or closing your eyes? Well that light changes and warps significantly during my trips, but I never get visuals like I hear people describe in their trips. I hear people talk about patterns, faces, things melting, landscapes, all being very vivid. For me my vision gets looking a lot like this, with all the colored dots, but a lot less vivid. Things also morph around and move a lot. I even have most of my trips in almost total darkness, so that's another reason I'm surprised I don't get any vivid visuals. The feeling I get from psychedelics is very intense, that weird indescribable, transparent, alien feeling. That is very strong, and I appreciate that aspect very much, but I feel like I'm missing out on half of the experience. I feel like my trips aren't really trips because I'm not really taken anywhere per se, its more of just a very odd high with a slight visual aspect to it.
So, what do you think? Should I just up the dose? Am I not smoking the spice properly? Is there something you have to think about/do in order to get visuals? If you got here thanks for reading all that.
This second time I used The Machine. I was still working out to how use this contraption. I measured out about 30mg of spice but when I tried putting the spice on some coarse copper wool (Copper Chore Boy) it fell right through even after compressing the wool, so I put the spice in some extremely fine steel wool (feels like cotton) and that held it. I then put that wad into a wad of the coarser copper wool to plug it in the bottle.
Using this method I first tried heating the substance gently to create vapor but I saw nothing and felt nothing when I inhaled. So, then I just torched the thing and immediately thick smoke was produced. I took I think 3 medium-sized inhalations which I didn't hold for very long. Are you supposed to hold DMT in your lungs for a long time in order to get a full hit, or just inhale like with cannabis?
Anyways, after taking my hits I immediately started feeling that weird DMT high, like a weird presence is in the room, and the odd pressure I always get in my chest when taking mushrooms or DMT, probably due to nervousness, it feels like I'm hollow. This feeling got more and more intense, more intense than any of my mushroom trips. All I could hear was a ringing in my ears, time slowed down considerably. I could feel my entire body vibrating, as if it were made of pure energy. I couldn't feel my body in a physical sense, just this pure vibration. I closed my eyes and the left over light from when I closed my eyes started vibrating and pulsing very fast, and started forming vague patterns. Nothing I would call a shape or an image, just kind of amorphous patterns of light.
And this brings me to my issue:whenever taking psychedelics I never get any visuals, and I'm wondering whether I'm doing something wrong, whether I'm just not taking enough, or what? I've taken mushrooms a couple times, each time 3g, and DMT twice, each time around 20-30mg, but probably not inhaled correctly. You know the left over light you see when looking away from a source of light or when or closing your eyes? Well that light changes and warps significantly during my trips, but I never get visuals like I hear people describe in their trips. I hear people talk about patterns, faces, things melting, landscapes, all being very vivid. For me my vision gets looking a lot like this, with all the colored dots, but a lot less vivid. Things also morph around and move a lot. I even have most of my trips in almost total darkness, so that's another reason I'm surprised I don't get any vivid visuals. The feeling I get from psychedelics is very intense, that weird indescribable, transparent, alien feeling. That is very strong, and I appreciate that aspect very much, but I feel like I'm missing out on half of the experience. I feel like my trips aren't really trips because I'm not really taken anywhere per se, its more of just a very odd high with a slight visual aspect to it.
So, what do you think? Should I just up the dose? Am I not smoking the spice properly? Is there something you have to think about/do in order to get visuals? If you got here thanks for reading all that.

still at the stage where i try to find some plant material to extract.. lol..