need advice for healing

[cjdspirit]

hi i feel im in need of healing, been feeling down for a while, something very negative in me that needs to go, lots of nightmares...whats do u guys recommend would be a good thing to start with that would help me?, i have access to these: strait cappi tea, smoked caapi leaves, pharmauasca, changa? wish i could go to the jungle to sit with a shaman but no money for that so need to take something alone, any advice much appriciated
thanks

 

[Hyperdimensional Cuttlefish]

First things first: I strongly advise everybody to AVOID psychedelics if you are feeling acutely (as opposed to chronically) depressed/disturbed. Bad idea, asking for a possible negative backlash that could make your current problems spiral out of control....

BUT. If I have a chronic problem, I personally use straight harmalas to gain emotional perspective. And for me, a heavy trip puts me outside my emotional problems completely. It lets me examine myself objectively, thus helping me negate the relative problem.

Don't do what I do though, if you need to ask if it's ok... it's not ok. You should know, and will know what to do if you research and think long and hard about each of your options.

I am not scolding you or putting you down, but you shouldn't have to ask if it's safe to do a psychedelic. If you have doubts, you shouldn't.