burningmouth said:
My eyeballs just came back from the other world. The gel that I've been talking about has something to do with my visual perspective. The gel is retinal(visual cortex) based. It’s some sort of fluid transportation medium.
My experience with this plasto-electromagnetic plasma membrane has a similar correlation to my eyes. Or should I say that my eyes, in conjunction with the hemispheres of my brain which interphase with my optical receptors? I literally, SEE the sheets of this membrane, folding over upon my central witness, my central fulcrum of awareness, my living soul . In this specific manner, I speculate that we create our perception of both, this physical 3-D world (Earth reality) as well as the parallel Salvia Universe (which seems to oscillate between 2-D and 3-D realities).
I am always seem to feel squeezed and/or compressed by the looping of these sheets of zingy, pulsating mind potentiality, which SD unleashes. While I neglected to post my last voyage into the
Salvinorin Seas, I feel your post is calling me to do so, Brother
burningmouth.
I recall having my mind wrapped around the elusive
SALVIA SECRET and was certain I would return to this side of the looking glass, with this knowledge fully intact. Sadly, this is not fully possible, for much of the content is relative to the alternate
Salvia Universe and is quite bizarre, purely abstract and almost unintelligible to my 'normal' rationale.
OK, let me attempt to elucidate. As I held the smoke in my lungs, tenaciously holding onto the now-familiar tasting Sacrament of the Salvinorin A extract, I began to listen carefully and follow the high-pitched ringing sounds which filled my head. As before, I could hear them emanating from the left and right hemispheres of my physical brain and was once again, able to notice the interactions and the cross roads of these sonic frequencies, overlapping with one another.
Now, I paid very, very careful attention to which ringing tone emitted from which brain hemisphere. I discovered what I had previously noticed, that the sound in my right ear (inner ear?) was accessed form the left hemisphere of my brain, as was the case with the optical receptors. Conversely, the sound in my left ear (inner ear?) was originating form the right hemisphere of my physical brain, as was the optical connection. I kept my mind right on this point of intersection and noted a pulsing, convulsing, throbbing of sorts, as the two halves fired in unison. Question... was this something which Salvia brings on or something which Salvia reveals about what is happening every moment of our sentient existence?
As I have often expressed on this and other psychonautical, entheogen-related forums, I personally adhere to the precepts of Advaita. This is the quintessence of all of the Indian Vedantic spiritual truths. This being, that
All is One and that consciousness/awareness/being is Indivisible in nature, as the Supreme state of the Divine is Indivisible and we are composed of such an essence or immaterial force of unbound Spirit. That being said, it is an idea-based philosophy, regardless of how true it is and how it may seem to it's adherents. When we merge with this plane of awareness, we SEE it as the knowledge of our true Self. :idea:
Salvia, as with many other Sacred Medicines, tears away our capacity to exist as an ego-oriented central focus. In such a state of identity flux... we have the opportunity to learn what we can and cannot translate to human understanding, from the symbiosis of the altered experience. Salvia Universe has a unique lesson to teach to the psychonautically inclined traveler. It is a great buzzing mirror into our subjectivity and it has the power to terrify, confuse and enlighten the witness to the
Saliva Shift.
Long story short, I have on the last three voyages with 20x extract mixed with leaf, traveled vertically into a focal point of consciousness, which is very difficult to reach while astral body-surfing in the rush of the
Salvinorin Seas. I believe and suggest that this is so because of the powerful linear quality of the SD high. It naturally seems to design an expansion of our minds, looping, folding oscillation of thought particles. This, however, can be shifted into vertical ascension with a considerable amount of concentration. In this way, it is very, very different from LSD, psilocybin, mescaline and DMT.
I might stress that the whole time this willingness for a vertical ascension was happening, the periphery of my inner pilot's view was intricately buzzing with the creation and dissolution of universes and alternate planes of being which had highly aware entities watching the intrusion of my SIGHT. Again,
burnigmouth hits the nail on the head. It is this very visual capability which manifests the parallel universe and the parallel self which witnesses it's existence. Obviously, the same can be said for our mutually dreamt up, earthly existence. "...Life is but a dream." But it is so much easier to SEE the parameters of the process, in full visionary activation, when we are rocketed into the other side by SD.
I had the same revelation of transcending the duality of the undulating spheres and expanding throughout my whole brain, as my Crown was lit up like a Christmas Tree. There is a definitive center, in the midst of the Salvinorin Cyclone, which is calm in the vacuum of the still light, as thought creates whichever plane of being we each weave (spinning it's web of visuals within the mind of the Dreamer). There is always the subtle fear and sometimes not at all electrifying fear, that I will never return to here and now. I suppose this fear is born form my confusion about who I really am and what is the nature of
reality? :shock:
From the Salvia Samadhi State, my ego does not exist and never did. I have, in my illusion of self, created all of the universe of material form and this mirage is only REAl from my own vantage point. I have had this same conceptual phenomenon occur under the influence of Nitrous Oxide. In fact, there are many similarities between the head-space In arrive within on Nitrous Oxide gas and smoking extracts from SD. Is it just me or has anyone else noticed a parallel between these Sacred Medicines? BTW, doesn't SD also make us laugh uncontrollably or speak in tongues? Anyway, I digress...
From the level of self, this
Salvia Samadhi, I can see myself dissolving into a sizzling, shimmering emptiness/nothingness, which is the unformed source of all fullness/somethingness.
The Clear Light of the Void. I firmly believe that it is worth the effort to pierce into this expanse of serene, silent radiance, under the spell of SD. I will be making another voyage very soon and let you beautiful souls know how I have merged within.
The decoding of the transmission and how it might be translated into a useful way, is challenging to our logical thought process, for to SEE behind the emergence of the phenomenon and seize the SECRET for an eternal moment, one must live it and experience it directly. Thus, unraveling the intricate knot of rainbow-refraction lines of whirling psychedelic energy waves, which take place deep within the dynamic of the folding-over/looping sheet of plasto-electromagnetic plasma membrane... and what this oscillation truly reveals to the Dreamer. After the spell is broken... it is not an easy task.
The Mazatec shamans must have been able to access this state and bring back a taste of this nectar and so, heal the sick and still to anguish of the mentally imbalanced tribal members? Between the SD sessions and the magic mushroom rituals, I believe they must have had quit an intricate psychological structure, a heritage if you will, to house these paradoxical elements within, and still maintain a balanced degree of sanity.