skoobysnax
Rising Star
This week I set the intention to return to DMT after a pretty long break. I think my last journey was in april. Just after my last trip i had pre-loaded a bit of very special spice I keep tucked away for special occasions. My last go was kinda rough, lots of anxiety, jacked my heart rate and the fear was hard to surpass until i was able to take an inventory.
Tonight after i got everyone settled for bed I did some harmalas sublingially and made some Tulsi tea with blue lotus and passionflower extracts. These help ease me into the idea of launching. The nerves flush my bowels. I prayed, meditated and went for it. I had this crazy zooming rocket flash of a breakthrough but in what felt like 30 sec I was back and any real memory of ws gone, nada. I was still tripping like heavy psyb style visuals and a heavy bodyload for 15 min but my mind felt sober the whole time. I was visited by some of my tentacled friends. Light pulsing in tbeir arms and changing color with my thoughts. It was good to be back
Tonight after i got everyone settled for bed I did some harmalas sublingially and made some Tulsi tea with blue lotus and passionflower extracts. These help ease me into the idea of launching. The nerves flush my bowels. I prayed, meditated and went for it. I had this crazy zooming rocket flash of a breakthrough but in what felt like 30 sec I was back and any real memory of ws gone, nada. I was still tripping like heavy psyb style visuals and a heavy bodyload for 15 min but my mind felt sober the whole time. I was visited by some of my tentacled friends. Light pulsing in tbeir arms and changing color with my thoughts. It was good to be back
