Should I aim for a breakthrough?

[rainbow-dragon]

Hi, I have yet to try DMT but I think I may now be able to get it. It did seem to present itself in that I wasn't looking (though I have been interested in trying for years).

I've had decent experience with acid trips, even once a very brief few moments of ego-loss (the room and I ceased to exist and I was shown a beautiful heart outline made of letters/symbols and then projecting along an infinite orange line in empty space). I've also had bad trips (once on 2 tabs I'm sure were as strong as a regular 6: I thought I was on fire and felt myself burning and melting) and come through them ok. I feel that I am ready to try DMT and have a breakthrough experience, as it just so happens I have recently started meditating for a few minutes daily of my own accord.

My worry is that ever since a teenager I have had recurring nightmares and there is always an evil entity I encounter which presents in various forms (mostly it is invisible but sometimes as an evil child) and it always plays out the same, it will try and chase or attack me, go for my sides and I am forced to fight it. I'm sure this happens at least once a week if not more. I have to force myself out of the dream, sometimes without luck meaning I think I wake up but it's still a dream and it happens again.

I am afraid if this entity is something I might meet in hyperspace? I'm interested in your thoughts and whether I should begin with a low dose to test it and then try a higher dose?

 

[ewok]

You should look into extracting your own.

But on the low dose question many people feel its advisable to start low and build the dose up. No need to rush it.

 

[rainbow-dragon]

After trying a low dose, how long would you recommend waiting before building up the dose?

 

[ewok]

Just when you feel its right. you'll know better what's right for you once you test the waters.

 

[Global]

First of all, I think that you'd have little to fear in regards to encountering that nightmare entity. The dreamspace and hyperspace seem to be worlds apart, having little to do with each other. In regards to the breakthrough, I would also advise that you start low and work your way up. The thing is that many want to rush and jump straight to the breakthrough (I was the same), but those who do manage to achieve a breakthrough right off the bat can tend to be ill-equipped for handling it. In the absence of lesser experiences in which the user could have become acquainted with what goes on in hyperspace and consequently how there's little to fear, premature breakthroughs (breakthroughs most likely being the most intense experiences a person can or will ever have while still alive in this dimension) can instill a great amount of fear in those unprepared causing them to lock up and start resisting. Resistance is barely effective at the sub-breakthrough level, and if you're having a breakthrough experience, you might as well be trying to use your mental powers to derail an oncoming train. The key to all these experiences (and especially the breakthrough) is passive observation and letting go. Any attempts to try and control or resist will usually only result in further frustration and trauma.

It's easy to read these words and try and keep them in mind, but if you have a breakthrough bulldozing through your door and you're not ready, then you'll have wished that you would have had less intense experiences (also which may easily be the most intense experiences of a person's life) to get accustomed to hyperspace and to disarm some defensive, self-destructive psychological reactions that some seem to have a harder time than others in dealing with. Part of what I had to learn first hand was that no matter how scary or dark or intense an experience gets, if I have the patience to sit back and just let DMT run its course, that there's usually bliss, love and light waiting in the wings. Bearing this in mind, there have been significantly few experiences that have been even remotely scary or freightening despite the sheer intensity and absurdity of some of the realms I've frequented.

 

[rainbow-dragon]

Thanks for the advice! Good to know I won't really have to worry about that evil entity! I'll definitely go ahead with the low dose then build up approach.

 

[Jox]

The best is to do a full flood IBOGAINE HCl, this alkaloid kicks out all the nightmares at once. If you have full flood you can't have a bad trip.

Iboga root bakr, when microdosing after a month starts with a lots of dreams every night. Intense dreams with real psychologycal meanings and fantastic ones too, but in any way exhausting. After all it is cleansing process, but it is painful.

This is true for mushrooms.

Me and my husband are using Iboga, mushrooms, peyote, for spiritual growth, and not to go in full length it is best to do a full flood on Ibogaine HCl. After that no fear of bad trips, nor "controling" bad trip on the rise.

take care
Jox