Spontaneous Mudra Channeling or something like that.

[Quiver]

The title of this thread represent the experiences I've had while tripping my face off; I've done 4 3.5 g psilocybin "ceremonies" led by an experienced guide over the last 3 years. I have also used a DMT pen a handful of times in the last 2 years. Minus my first ceremony but starting with my second and then all after that, my body has engaged in movements that do not feel like my own, but rather that I am like a puppet being moved. I say mudras only because that is the closest thing I can think of to describe them. The movements give me an ultimate sense of bliss and power like I am toying with the incredible visions I am also receiving, weaving a rug, or playing some sort of instrument. And also for lack of any other way to explain it, I feel like a deity. When I come to, and when the experience vanishes, I'm just me again, left to grapple with the intense contrast of having such an experience to my regular life of being a parttime worker and full time middle age mom. Honestly, I am humbled beyond anything, and find it a bit embarrassing to share with people, that yeah, if such things are possible, I might be channeling a deity.

If you have something relevant to share, or helpful, please do. And I don't have the time to read novels so I prefer to the point! Thanks.

 

[universecannon]

Welcome to the Nexus!

This is all just my opinion but that effect it very much normal and a good sign that things are starting to turn on in the right hemisphere. This is the side of the brain where psychedelic effects are primarily taking place according to some research, but it is generally far more dormant than the dominant left hemisphere, so it can feel like another person is in control of your body (just look at the split brain research and all the "I became the entity" type experience reports out there).

I've had a bunch of very strange experiences with this, but it always feels amazing and leads to deeper states, if you can relax into the trance and let it do its thing. You can even learn to access it more readily in a kind of fake it till you make it sort of way. Good music and large amethyst crystals (phononic resonators) help a lot IMO but that's a bit more flaky of an idea than most people are willing to try.

Wade Richardson describes this sort of spontaneous movement stuff in depth his book "the psychedelic mindmeld". There's a bunch of interviews on youtube about it

 

[yatyas314]

Welcome, I have not experienced that personally. Also I have never done a guided retreat could you describe your experience there? here or in another thread, thanks.
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